sad/dark 5sos imagines

invisible // calum

note: listen to invisible while reading, i based this imagine off of that song.

fuck (y/n), I don't know how I'm going to write this without completely destroying you. But uh your gonna read this when you come home so how was your day? Im sorry you didn't see me all day but I just needed some things to do. Fuck um, I'm so sorry (y/n). I really am okay? please please forgive me alright? It's just everything has been too much, from the boys practically hating me for whatever fucking reason they have to you, giving me shit for never being home and to top all this bullshit off there's myself making everything worse. Im really truly sorry I need to end it this way but I've always been the one to just quit when things get difficult. So when you come home, put your favorite movie on, snuggle in the bed with the dog and maybe get some hot chocolate okay? because you deserve to relax after all the shit I put you through. So thank you so much for all of the wonderful memories over the years, and thank you for forgiving me after I've done something incredibly stupid and thank you for loving me. Tell the boys that they've been great too and no matter what they'll always be my best friends. I just need to get away from here before I drive myself insane with all of these sleepless nights and over thinking things. So (y/n) thank you baby, really. I love you so incredibly much but it must happen okay? Im happy this way alright? The saying goes, if you love something you must set it free. Which you must do for me right now. I love you baby, see you in paradise. It's not the end okay? It's just the beginning.

Love, Calum.

I sealed the envelope and placed it on the table and wrote (y/n) on the front. Sighing I made my way to the door, walking up the stairs to the roof. As I got up there I walked to the edge, sitting down with my feet dangling over the city. "I've always been the one to quit, eh?" I whisper to myself. "I love you (y/n)" I say as I slowly push myself off the edge. My body feels weightless as the wind rushes through me. I feel light as a feather and finally peaceful. All of it comes to an end when I feel a large impact in my legs. It feels as thought my body is completely crushed, but I love the feeling. Finally at peace I smile, happy that I can be happy at last.

END