Songs I listened to:
To build a home - the cinematic orchestra
EDITED MARCH 2015
I just got rid of dumb things and sentences that made no sense and added things that did.
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"Don't be nervous (Y/N)" Ashton reassured you. This was your first time on a cruise, ever since you watch titanic you never wanted to go onto a boat. Since you were going with Ashton everything would be fine, considering he is your boyfriend and would protect you. You and Ashton got your room on the boat and settled in bed since it was late at night. Ashton wrapped his arms securely around your waist as both of you fell into sleep.
In the middle of the night you felt those arms being lifted off of you. "Babe are you okay?" you asked Ashton half asleep. "(Y/N) get up now the ship is leaking water! We need to get out babe!" Ashton yelled and you were too sleepy to understand what was going on. "Ashton shut up, I'm trying to sleep!" You yelled angrily at him. "Babe I'm serious get out of bed and come with me!" You could now see it in his eyes he wasn't joking around.
You then realized that Ashton would never make this stuff up. You got up and grabbed his hand making your way out of the room in a hurry. "Where do we even go?" I asked my voice evident with fear. Ashton then started running to a exit where people were getting into rafts. "Lets Go get into that raft (Y/N)!" Ashton told you. "There is only room for one more on this raft. We have no more room!" someone speaks. "(Y/N! Just go get on it babe I will find my way." "I'm not leaving you here alone to die" you whispered to him. "Yes you are now go!" you then heard something you never wanted to hear come from his mouth.
"If I die I never want you to forget me, I want you to find a man and love him with all your heart, have a family with him, have laughs, make the most out of your life. As long as you're happy you will be fine, Don't worry about me but never forget the fact how much I love you, you will always have a piece of my heart. Now go and live your life, I'll be looking after you" Ashton says with watery eyes. You look over to the raft as it floats waiting for you. "Ashton no I can't leave you!" You raise your voice. "Go!" he yells and forces you on the raft. It begins to drift away as tears flood down your face. You reach your hand out to Ashton and hold it for one last time. As the raft drifts away and your grasp is broken from Ashton's hand you pray that Ashton will be okay and maybe there will be a raft to save him and you will wake up to see his beautiful face.
2 days later
You're sitting on your couch with Luke looking at all the pictures of you and Ashton. "This is all my fault Luke, all my damn fault!'' You screamed. After you got on that safety boat it left to shore, after you got to shore you were aloud to go home. When you arrived to your house, you turned on the news. You watched it for 5 hours until it said there was only 43 survivors out of the 100 that were on the boat. They named all the people that were killed, when they named Ashton you dropped to your knees and the tears wouldn't stop flowing. You then realized that boy you love with all you heart was gone. ''No it isn't he wanted to save you, He loved you so much that he risked his life for you.'' Luke comforted me. He hugged you but nothing compared to Ashton's warm hugs that would make you feel so secure and that nothing bad could ever happen.
That night you swear you saw Ashton as you looked up at the ceiling. ''I love you'' He whispered as he disappeared into thin air. "'I love you too Ashton'' you whispered back, ''I miss you alot, I feel as tho I'm missing another part of me, half a heart is missing, you're missing.'' You then turned over and thought about Ashton and how much you miss him. But you two will soon be reunited in heaven.
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Hope you guys didn't cry toooo much anyway sorry for abandoning my fanfics for awhile I needed a break but I'm currently writing the apocalypse fanfic chapter 5!
hope you guys liked this one :-)
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