sad/dark 5sos imagines

drifted // calum

surpriseeeeeee im back and ready to attack lmao but okay so before i start i just wanna say that im so mad bc i re wrote this imagine twice, so it's probably gonna be quite shitty considering everytime i saved it wattpad deleted it from my drafts. smh wattpad. but i hope you're all well and happy because i know i am ((: i passed my exams, i removed toxic friends from my life and im overall a happier person than i was compared to when i last updated. which is really good. but things involving imagines I've been really itching to just writing again so on any free time i get I've been writing imagines so that's also really good. but if you want me to do a certain imagine let me know because i write down all ideas people give to me and even if i don't do the exact idea, i follow it somewhat to give me inspiration. but if you give me an idea ill give credits to you for it because I don't wanna be stealing someone's idea and calling it mine. anyways ill stop babbling on and you can get on with reading this imagine. i love you guys loads, stay happy lovelies. ((:

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i woke up feeling groggy rolling over to pick my phone up from my bedside table. i check to see if cal has texted me at all but there's nothing. he hasn't talked to me in almost a week, i know the tour gets busy but a week? you see, calums been gone for almost 3 months for his tour, at the beginning of the tour we both facetimed and texted almost everyday. but now that he's been gone longer, he hasn't spoken a word to me. i trust calum, he's my boyfriend my baby. but there's always that feeling in the pit of my stomach that says somethings up. even tho he promised that we would make the long distant relationship work, it's already getting hard. i place my phone back down arising from bed, making my way to the bathroom. as im in the bathroom getting ready for my day, i hear my phone blare out my ringtone. i rush back into my room to check whos calling. it's calum. "hello?" i answer the phone. "hey, i just wanted to call to see how you're doing." he replies. i hear him shuffle around telling someone to be quiet. "im alright. im guessing you're busy because you haven't call or texted me in a week." i reply sitting down on my bed sighing. "im sorry, i've just been busy." he replies a bit of annoyance in his tone of voice. "it's okay i understand things get a bit hectic sometimes." i say with another sigh. "well i just wanted to see how you were doing. i just feel like a lot has changed." he replies. there was a pause of silence until i heard a small voice say "cal baby hurry up." the feminine voice quietly said. my stomach sank at the thought of him ever cheating on me. "i gotta go. " i say my voice beginning to shake, tears forming in my eyes. before he replied, i hung up not wanting to hear his voice any longer. 

i put my phone back onto my bedside table, curling my legs up to my chest burying my head into my knees. soft sobs coming from me, warm tears running down my rosy cheeks. "i can't believe that he's probably cheating on me." i say. i grab my phone again texting michael. "hey mikey, would it be okay if i flew to thailand and stayed with you guys for a bit? i miss you guys and cal loads. x" i sent him the text and a few minutes later i got a reply. "sure (y/n)! i miss you sooooooo much. i can pay for your ticket if you'd like?" "no, it's okay. i'll pay for it. but don't tell the rest of the boys especially calum. i want it to be a surprise." michael and i talked for a few minutes more until it was all settled and i was flying out to see them next week. and i hope to god that calum isn't cheating on me and that whatever i heard on that phone call was just one of the boys playing a joke. 

*1 week past, the flight already happened* 

i get off my plane after a 14 hour flight, taking out my phone and texting michael telling him that im at the airport. he says that one of their security members will come and pick me up to make sure that im safe because some fans don't really like me. im not sure why, i've never been anything bad compared to arzaylea. but i continue to wait for a few minutes more playing a game on my phone. i see the security member so i start to walk towards him, greeting him. we leave the airport and i get into the van he's driving. the closer i got to the hotel the bigger my butterflies got and the bigger the sick feeling i had got. when we finally get to the hotel that the boys are at i see a few fans outside. he leads me into the hotel a few fans yelling my name asking for a picture. i never understood why people ask me for a picture, im nothing special. i walk into the beautiful hotel and i was lead up to the boys floor, the man tells me which room michael is in so i can go see him before i surprise anyone else. i knock gently on the door, luke answering it. "(y/n)? (y/n)!!!! i missed you!" luke says pulling me in for a hug, i laugh softly and hug him back. "i missed you too luke haha." 

i walk into the room seeing michael sitting on the couch playing some game on his phone. he looks up at me and immediately gets up. "hiiiiiiiiiiii" he drags out the i as much as possible. he pulls me in for a hug which i gladly hug back. "so where's my baby?" i say laughing. "he's in his room next door on the left, he's sharing with ash but im pretty sure ash went out to explore somewhere" michael says with a laugh. "okay" i shift in my place nervously places my backpack on the floor next to my suitcase. "i'll go check in then see him after." i say heading towards the door. "you can just stay with cal right?" luke says. "oh right. yeah nevermind, i'll just go see him now then haha. i'll see you guys later." i say leaving the room and going next door. i take a big breath in and out the sick feeling building up so high i feel as tho im going to vomit. i gently knock and the door and i hear shuffling around and voices talking. i patiently wait to see the face that i've longed to see for three months. the door opens and im greeted with calum shirtless only wearing boxers. i look down and i see that he has basically a full on boner. "(y/n)? what are you doing here?" he says confused, trying to hide whatever is  in the room. "i came to surprise youuuu. i missed you babe" i say excitedly reaching towards him for a hug but a shot of pain goes to me when he backs away from me, declining the hug. i ignore it and continue talking. 

"well silly, you gonna let me in?" i laugh awkwardly. his face is full of fear and confusion. "um just give me a second" he says slamming the door. i feel hurt. i came all the way here for him and i get someone that isn't even acting like the boy i know and the boy i fell hopelessly in love with. the door opens back up and he has a shirt and pants on, "come in" he says nervously. i walk into the room him following behind me. he closes the door and as soon as he does i sigh. "cal, is there something going on with you?" i say sitting down on the couch, looking down at my knees. theres a long pause of silence before he finally speaks up. "i can't do this anymore." he says looking at you. in that moment my heart fell to the pit of my stomach and it felt like it shattered. "do what?" i say softly beginning to feel the small puddles pooling in my eyes. "i can't do us. i can't be with you when you're halfway across the world and i've still got many more months to this tour and you can't even take me not talking to you for a week!" he begins to raise his voice. "cal, we can make it work tho babe we have been for the past 3 months." i say a bit loudly. "i can't fucking take it! i've been cheating on you okay? i've been fucking cheating on you for the past 5 months! there you happy i told what's been going on?" he says yelling at me. tears begin to spill from my eyes thinking about the words he's saying to me. "you know what calum? i fly over here to see you and i find out you've been fucking around behind my back? you're a fucking prick calum, a dirty prick and i never want you to speak to me ever again calum!" i scream tears streaming down my face my heart hurting more than ever. "i don't want to talk to you, you stupid fucking bitch. all you ever were was obsessed with me anyways, and i bet you were probably fucking michael behind my back!" he yells back at me, anger evident in his face. as i was about to speak he cut me off. "i don't care about you anymore (y/n)! you mean absolutely nothing to me, if you went and died tomorrow i wouldn't give a single fuck about you. just get the fuck out of my life you annoying bitch." he spat at me grabbing my arm, opening the door and pushing me out. i looked at him in the eye and saw tears forming in his eyes. "and to think i was in love with an asshole like you." i sneer at him more tears falling down my face. i get up off the ground and begin to turn away but before i did i said to him "have fun with your new rock star life buddy, just don't fuck over another girl like you're doing to me right now. fuck you." i turned away and i heard his door slam shut. 

i knock onto michaels door, he opens it and immediately brings me into a hug. "you're okay (y/n). let it out."  he says rubbing my back "but im not." i say sobbing into his shoulder, holding onto him. thinking about how the love of my life just broke my heart into a million pieces and yet i still loved him just as much. we drifted too far apart, that we eventually broke. 

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