missed by many // mikey and ivy (requested)

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Songs I listened to while writing this

~ Kodaline - All I want

~Wait - M83

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I sit alone in my bedroom thinking how I could've done wrong to have people say these things about me.

I look back down towards my laptop and scroll through the awful words being thrown at me.

I slam my laptop shut and bring my knees up to my chest. I rest my head in between my knees and quietly let sobs escape my lips and tears roll down my cheeks.

The words revolving in my head.

"Why did Michael ever chose you?"

"You don't deserve Michael"

"Michael is gonna ditch you and date me"

What did I do? The sobs got louder as I kept thinking harder. I didn't deserve him. He needed better. I gathered courage and got up from my position. I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.

I walked over to my phone. I quickly dialed Michaels number but hesitated to call it. I hit the call button an it began to ring. "Hello?" Michael answered. I stayed silent before shakily replying. "U-Um H-Hello" I managed to stutter out.

"Is anything wrong?" He asked concerned. I sniffed and croaked out "Yes Michael, I think we need to take a break." I began to cry once I said those awful words to my love.

The line was silent. "Oh." He said than he went silent again. "Why?" He managed to say on the verge of crying. "I can't handle everything going on" I sobbed louder. "But we said we'd make it work baby" That's what made me lose it completely.

That dreaded nickname. I cried my head began to hurt. I put my phone down and hung up. I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror.

The names circling in my head.

"Why did Michael even choose you? you're ugly."

"Looks like Michael chose a pig"

My crying became louder and was muffled by my hands on my mouth.

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I heard the phone being put down and the line went dead. What did she mean we need to take a break? "FUCK" I yelled and bashed my fist against the wall making a hole.

The boys ran into the room concerned I shoved past them and left the apartment. I got into my car and drove to Ivy's.

"Please Ivy Please" I whispered as I drove to her flat. I knocked on the door put I got no answers. I turned the doorknob and it was open.

I walked into the flat and looked around. "Ivy?" I yelled into the spacious room. I walked into her room.

"Ivy?" I shout again. No replies. "Jesus Ivy where are you?" I yell. I walk into the bathroom and begin to sob. There was my angel laying in the bathroom. I ran up to her and began to shake her body. No response.

I went to hear her heartbeat but there was nothing.

She was dead.

"Ivy please come back" I yelled but she was gone.

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Michael Clifford From 5 Seconds Of Summer and His Girlfriend Were Found Dead In Her Apartment This Friday Night.

These two young people were found dead from an apparent suicide. The causes of this tragedy is unknown.

The family of the well known band member Michael Clifford is devastated of this tragedy. The fans of the band are saddened by this loss.

The family of Michael Clifford's Girlfriend Ivy are as well very saddened and devastated. Michael's Friends As well as band mates are very depressed by this situation.

The reason for the suicide is unknown but will be revealed when known.

This teen heartthrob couple will be deeply missed by many.

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I hope you liked your imagine! It's pretty depressing but that's what I do ahah. Anyway I hope you liked it and yeah :--)

xx

~macy

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