sad/dark 5sos imagines

please // ashton

note: listen to broken home by 5sos obviously and you will cry like a baby :)))

i walk into the house carrying my little girl avery, ashton trailing behind me. "you know ashton, you need to start taking care of avery more. you're never home anymore." i say placing avery down onto the floor in front of her toys. "well oh im sorry that im gone on tour half of the god damn year!" he snaps at me. "well ash whenever you are home you just sit around and play your drums more! you do that enough when you're gone! i just want you to be involved with your child's life!" I say going into the kitchen my hands resting on the counter tops. avery was sitting in the living room crying because of all the yelling you and ashton were doing. "y/n just leave me the fuck alone please, i love you but you're such a fucking bossy bitch. i can't be here for this child im a child myself for fucks sake!" i let a couple tears slide down my face, the words hurting me. ashton yells which makes the baby cries even louder. he rolls his eyes and runs up stairs. "you're not a teenager anymore ashton! you can't always stomp up the stairs and slam your door." I yell to him. "oh fuck off!" he tells back.

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I'm sitting watching tv with avery in my lap while she plays with my hair ashton walks into the living room with a backpack. "hey. do you feel better?" i ask towards him. "bye" he says walking out the door. I get up immediately looking at him. "why ashton?" "i don't want a kid, now not okay? she's beautiful and everything I just don't want to be involved with any child with you right now. i don't want anything except this." he says walking outside and towards the road. he walks past is car, i watch him confused. "i love you okay?" he says standing on the middle of the street. i see a car approaching and i yell at him. "ash! get off the damn road a fucking transport is coming!" its coming closer and closer until I see it collide with the tall frame. he disappears underneath the giant truck. the air seems to be gone from my lungs and i just fall onto my knees, being too weak to even stand anymore. "fuck" I whisper. the police sirens and ambulance pulling up sounds so distant even if its right in front of me.i see ash being placed into an ambulance the paramedics checking for a pulse. they shake they're heads and i feel warm tears sliding down my cheeks. why. "this is all my fault, all my fault." i whisper.
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