sad/dark 5sos imagines

sweet dreams // michael

Listen to River Flows in you By Yiruma

EDITED AUGUST 2015
i just added some thing and removed things that made no sense etc.

"No" you whispered to the doctor, michael was more shocked than you were. "I'm sorry Y\N but sadly in a year michael might not be here anymore. The doctor just told you michael was diagnosed with cancer. you glanced over at him and he was just looking at his knees. a few tears cascaded gently down his rosy red cheeks. You both got up hand in hand and walked out, "michael? areyou alright?" You asked him as you to walked keeping your eyes on the ground. "i don't wanna leave you." he whispered so it was barely audible. "i don't want you to leave either." I intertwined our finger gently rubbing his hand with my thumb.
// 3 months
today was the big day. you were marrying the love of your life. your mom did your hair and makeup and your dress is just how you always wanted.your dad began to walk you down the isle. you looked up at saw your handsome soon to be husband. "holy shit" he said in aw at you. you blushed. "holy shit yourself." he laughed. the priest broke your thoughts. "we are gathered here today for the wedding of mr.clifford and mrs.(y/l/n)." the wedding continued until it was time for your vows. "ill start" you said ready for the tears to start. "michael, where do I even start? i love you more than you will ever know okay? I don't want you to ever forget that ill do anything just to make you happy. and these last few months have been hard but we've been trying because before you go I want you to have the best time you've ever had. and even if you know what's to come you're still happy. I love you michael gordon clifford and even if I could go on for ages I need to cut it short. but I will be with you for as long as I live. I love you" I finished tears clouding my vision. michael was just looking at me smiling. "I guess it's my turn now."

"Y\N, for the past few years we've been going out, all you've done was help me. Your the most amazing person I've ever met, your so kind and beautiful. I love you more than anything in this entire world you help me with everything and I know you will always be the one for me. you deal with my bullshit more than my best friends do. I love you and I can't too your speech because I can't talk ever and you know that. but I love you and I'm homered for you to be my wife." As Michael finishes, the wedding ends with you two passionately kissing.

//6 months

"hey y/n wake up! i feel so sick." i heard say as i slowly woke up. "do you want to go to the hospital?" you ask sitting up in your bed. "mhm." he says getting up out of bed. you go and call your doctor just to ask what could be wrong. "i think it's his time y/n. im sorry to tell you but you can bring him to the hospital, but im not sure if he's going to be able to leave." the doctor said through the phone. you didn't want to believe him so you just hang up and brought mikey to the hospital anyways.

at the hospital, you sit with michael as he looks over at you, he flashes you a weak smile. "i dont want to die." he whispers to you tears starting to form in his eyes. "sh baby, everything will be okay i promise you." you lift your hand up and caress his soft pale face. you watch him for a few minutes not wanting to think about him not being with you anymore, you waking up and him not laying beside you. your heart aches just thinking about a life without him. your thoughts are broken by his heart moniter. its beeping really fast as michael looks at you with fear in his eyes, "just lay down baby and calm down as much as possible." you say holding his hand, softly rubbing your thumb across his hand. michael starts to close his eyes, the heart moniter speeding up. "i love you so much michael baby. i'll see you as soon as i can i promise." michael whispers back a i love you too, a tear running down his face. the moniter goes flat, signaling that he's gone. that sound making your heart break more and more as you look at him. you're trying to hold tears in but its too hard to. you stare at his pale face with a few tears dripping down yours. "sweet dreams baby. im sorry i broke my promise." you whisper placing a kiss on his almost cold face.

michael is gone. and he isn't coming back.