(Teddy)
4/22/15
Dear Diary,
Jesse talked to me the next day about the note. He properly asked me out and I freaked out internally . I told him to let me think about it. Since that day I've been avoiding him.
Sabrina found out that he asked me out. I'm not really sure who told her because I didn't tell her. I didn't want to tell her until I was ready. Also until she was mentally prepared. I'm not even sure if I want to date him or not. She was asking a lot of questions so I showed her the back of the note.
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"Did you know he liked you?"
"No."
"Do you like him?"
I didnt respond.
"Did you like him when we were dating?"
I paused for a long time.
"Did you sabotage our relationship when me and him were dating? Be honest."
"I would never do that! You know that. And I'm not even sure how I feel about him."
"If I didn't find out he asked you out, would you have dated him without letting me know."
"No. I was going to ask for your permission when I thought it was appropriate timing."
"In the note he says 'I go out of his way to see you', what is he talking about?"
"He would always sit and hang out with me during Bright Stars competitions."
"Thats all?"
"Umm... no. He visited me after the whole Ethan incident." I told her the first part of story. My stupid bladder thought it would be prefect to have a commercial break. I when to the bathroom so I left her hanging for a while.
"So what happen next?"
" 'Hide somewhere in my room. I'll distract her, try your best to sneak out without getting caught by her.' If my mom sees him, I am dead me, he's dead meat. They would be posters of us all over town with the caption missing."
"-Thats so true. Your mom would have told the police she deserves because she had a boy in her room." Sabrina interrupts me to say.
"I run out the my home door. 'Hi mommy, (Yes I call my mom mommy so what.) how was your day at work?'I asked her"
" 'It was good. Do you remember the lady that always wearing purple?' my mom asked"
"I don't think so..."
" 'You meet her last month.' She was caught making out with her boyfriend in the girls bathroom."
"No."
"Yes. Scandalous right!"
"-Your mom talks to you about stuff like this?" Sabeina asked.
"Yeah, my mom likes to talk to me about gossip that happens at work. And stop interrupting me."
"-fine." Sabrina said.
"How was your day, honey?"
" 'Boring...' I block my mom with my body so she wouldn't see my room. I guide her to her own room."
"I'm going to wake up your sister to bring her to your room to sleep (We share a room)."
" 'No, no, I'll do it. You had a long days work. I'll take her to my room so she can sleep.' I say loudly so Jesse can hear me."
" 'First of all you don't need to scream. Second why you being so nice?' my mom asked."
" 'Sometimes I like to be spontaneous.' I wake up my sister and I walk her to our room. Jesse was nowhere in sight."
"Teddy can I borrow one of your black cardigan."
" 'Sure.' There was no point of me saying no because she was going through my closet anyway."
"She looks at the ground and pick something up. 'Did you buy a new leather jacket?' "
" 'I guess so.' I guess Jesse left his leather jacket."
" 'Can I borrow it?' My mom asks as she tries on the leather jacket."
" 'I'm returning it.' I tell her as I take the jacket off of her."
"Oh pity, it was so stylish."
"That's all that happened." I tell Sabrina.
"Did you return Jesse's leather jacket?" Sabrina asked
"No, I have to remember to give that jacket back to Jesse."
"So.. nothing happened."
"Nothing happen. You were dating him at the time, I would never do that to you or anyone."
"I know because it happened to you before."
"Yeah and I'm not that type of girl."
"Yeah... I know."
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I think I cleared up all of Sabrinas doubts. It also feels nice to tell her everything. I also need to give Jesse his jacket back.
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