(Teddy)
5/11/17
Diary Dear,
I can't stop thinking about Jesse since the dance. I sorta regret not kissing him when I had the chance. Then again, I want my first kiss to be special (Yup, I haven't had my first kiss yet and I'm in 10th grade). I mean it was a special moment, we were under a full moon and billions of stars. The thing is we weren't dating. Call me old fashion but I want my first kiss to be with a guy I'm dating.
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"Jesse almost kiss me!"
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"When?"
"When you left me all abandoned and he had to drive me home."
"I didn't abandon you."
"Yes, you did."
"For goodness sake! I had someone there to drive you home!" Sabrina said showing annoyance.
"I completely regret not saying yes when he asked me out." I blurted out to brake the tension.
"Why didn't you say yes?"
"Because friends don't date other friends ex, its girl code."
"You're a great friend and I don't want to be the reason of your unhappiness." Sabrina said.
"I want to make sure your 100% okay with the idea of me and your ex going out."
"In all honesty I wasn't okay with you guys dating at first but then I text him, now I'm okay with it."
"What? What was said?" Sabrina goes through her phone then hands it to me.
"Just scroll down."
I quickly read though the messages. "There was no reason for him to string you along like that."
"It was just what I needed to hear. Now I'm completely over him."
"I don't think he should have said some of the things he said to you."
"No, its fine. It opened my eyes. No I realize I'm to good for him."
"That's the spirit."
"I also think his to good for you too."
"Oh..."
"Hopefully you release that before you get to emotionally attach to him." Sabrina mumbled, she saids so softly I bearly heard what she said.
"What?"
"Nothing."
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I texted Jesse saying that I wanted talk to him in person. I wasn't really sure what I was going to say to him. That I like him, or I can't stop thinking about him. Probably not the last part, I don't want to sound despite.
I told him to meet me at the bench near my locker. He told me he would be there in 30 minutes. Coffee for some reason clams my nerves, so I call Sabrina to buy me a coolatta from Dunkin Donuts, so I can brink it before Jesse comes. She bought me the coolatta, friendship goals. (I left out the part were I had to beg and plead for her to buy me the coolatta.)
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"Hey Teddy" Jesse says as he turns to the corner were the bench is.
"Hey Jesse"
"So... What do you want to talk about." He sits next to me on the bench.
"Umm..."
"Don't tell me your mom is going to sue me for harassment or something."
I laughed, "No."
"Oh, good. I was afraid that's what you wanted to tell me"
" No, don't worry. Also sorry about my mom."
"Its okay, I was just a little worried your mom was going to beat me."
"Yeah... my mom can be a little overprotective."
"I noticed that, so why do you want to talk to me?"
"I wanted to apologize for my mom."
"Its fine."
"And thank you for giving me a ride home."
"Anytime. Your my friend I'm always there for you."
"About that..."
"You want to talk about the kiss."
"Yup."
"I know, I step over the line. I just wanted to see if the was something there."
"Yeah, I understand. It had me thinking about you and me, us."
"Really?"
"Yes, I think I like you. I think I want to be more then friends." I said nervously. At that moment I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest.
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