(Teddy)
5/29/15
Dear Diary,
Jesse is still waiting for a response from me. I have been avoiding him, whenever I see him I duck and hide. I'm sitting alone at lunch today. This is the day of the week I have no friends to sit with. I brought my notebook to distract myself. Oh great, Ethan is walking my way. Maybe if I look busy he won't see me or won't talk to me. I haven't talk to him since the last time he texted me the day he pushed me.
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"Hey there, Sweetheart." Ethan says as nothing happened between us.
"You can't call me that anymore." I said in an annoyed tone.
"Why?"
"Because we aren't dating any more. Why are you here?"
"Well, my parents fell in love and they wanted a way to prove it. So they had-"
"I mean why are you sitting with me!?!"
"You seem lonely and wanted to beg for forgiveness."
"Why should I forgive you?"
"You forgave Dorothy." Ethan said in a whining voice.
"She didn't know you were in a relationship, but you knew. Also you could have told her. And she didn't lay a hand on me"
He stared at me blankly.
"I'm waiting for your apology."
"I apologize for pushing you."
"I want you to say the word sorry in your apology."
"Your so complicated."
"And your annoying." I walk off because I don't want to get charges for battery. Ethan follows me right behind me. I walked to the girl bathroom. I know he won't follow me in there, and I was right. I waited until the bell rang for next class.
I seriously doubt that I'll get a sincere apology from Ethan. Honestly I don't care anymore, I'm over him. I don't want to see his face anymore. I don't even want to hear his name. He is nothing to me now. I don't know what he's trying to do, but its not working.
After school I went to the public library. I don't know why, but I like going to the library when I have free time. That's the only place my mom will let me go by myself without getting really overprotective. I love the books there, I know all the librarians. It's like a second home to me.
I go sit in my favorite spot in the library, the upstairs adult/teen section. There are rows and rows of bookshelves. I sit in the corner of the has a plug where can charge my phone and also good books are in that area. Its really calming, its where I go to think. It's my secret hiding place, everyone goes to the library but they never go to this area of the library.
I put on Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Rey. I'm not really a big Lana Del Rey fan, but I really like this song. Cindy is the only reason I know this song. She loves Lana Del Rey.
Someone pokes me on my shoulder. My first instinct was to jumping up out of shock. Then I fell and hitting the ground.
"Do you need help getting up, Sweetheart?"
"Don't call me that." Ethan stretches his hand to help me up. I rejected the offer.
"How did you I would be here?" I say calmly, even through I was extremely creeped out.
"You're here all the time. And when we were dating you told me you love going to the library."
"How did you know I would be here to day, at this time?"
