(Jesse)
June 25, 2015
The day has finally come, Summer vacation! I just have to survive the last three days for finals. I have come a long way, so much has changed since the first day of school.
I have crazy news, me and Teddy are dating! That break we took helped are relationship a lot. Who would have thought.
No, I'm kidding. We are just friends. Honestly the only reason she is friends with me is because I'm dating her best friend.
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"You stopped liking her!?!"
"Yeah." I said.
"What! Why?"
"I see her as just a friend, almost like a sister."
"I hate when people say that."
"Why?" I asked.
"People usually say that about someone they use to like or someone they use to date. Its weird."
"So true."
"She's my friend, please don't mess with her emotions."
"Yeah, I know. There is another reason I'm over Teddy."
"What's the other reason?"
I lean over to kiss Alex on the lips.
"Jesse, are you gay?" Alex asked.
"Yes, no, I don't know."
"You don't know." Alex says in confusion.
"I'm attracted to guys and girls."
"So, your bisexual."
"I think so. I found you and Teddy attractive but I tried to deny my attraction toward you."
"You think I'm cute. I'm blushing."
"Yeah, and I was afraid people would have think less of me so I keep how I feel a secret."
"People shouldn't think less of you because of your sexuality. Of they do, those are the people you should cut out of your life."
"I know. I was mostly afraid my parents won't think of me as there perfect son. Then I realize that I would never be happy if I keep it a secret."
"Stop caring what people think of you. You will never enjoy your life if your to busy worrying what people are thinking about you."
"I'm trying my best."
"Who else did you come out to?"
"Counting you, um... carry the three divide by eight. Then square root the answer by two, one person."
"So just me."
"Yup."
"I feel so special."
"You are."
Alex blushes then says "Ohh.."
"I'm extremely nervous to ask you this, but would you be my first boyfriend?"
"Ohh..."
"What?" I say with disappointment.
"I'm going to be your first boyfriend, that's a lost of pressure put on me."
"So is that a no?"
"No, of course I will be your boyfriend. Your a catch, I wouldn't let you be the one that got away."
"Wow, my first boyfriend." I mumbled.
"Wait is that why you were acting weird. Your secret was getting to you."
"Exactly. When I kissed Teddy-
" You kissed Teddy!?!"
"I kissed her on the neck after the dance. I told you this already."
"Oh yeah."
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Alex and I have been dating for 3 weeks. I have been in a lot of relationships and I never been happier with someone before.
I came out to all of my friends, but not to my family. I'm not ready to come out of my closet to my parents yet. Alex said when I'm ready, I can tell my parents about us.
My friends were surprisingly okay with me coming out. The world is progressing and growing. I hope my parents are also growing and progressing.
★☆★☆
One more chapter to go. A bitter sweet moment
Thank you for reading my story.
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