Lost Love

Lost Love: Big Mistake

Los Angeles, California
5:00 p.m.
Onika Tanya Miraj

"Chris?" We turned to see a woman at the top of the steps. She walked down and stood near the door.

"Kae, I thought you we-"

"No I didn't. What is this?"

"This is Onika." He answered.

"I didn't ask who, I said what." She crossed her arms. I moved off of Chris's lap and stood up.

"I should leave."

"No you gon stay right where you at." I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Kae I can explain."

"Yea you got a lot to explain. What the fuck is wrong with you, bringing this trash into my house."

That right there was the last straw. "Um excuse me but who the fuck is you calling trash, with yo old no booty having ass."

"Nika please." He begged.

"No Chris. Its time for you to choose. Do you want me or do you want her?" We both looked at him. He kept looking back and forth.

"Nika I'm sorry. I can-" I cut him off before he could finish the sentence.

"That's the only answer I needed. Bye Chris." I grabbed my purse and stormed out the door.

Christopher Brown

I sat on the sofa, my head in my hands. What did I just do? Why did I have to be so fucking stupid?

"Why Chris? Why did you have to hurt me again?" I heard Karrueche start to cry. I don't have time for her bullshit right now. I went over to her. She was sitting on the steps. I held her in my arms, cradling her.

"Baby, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to do it." I shushed her. She sniffed and pulled away.

"Just you and me?"

"Just you and me." I nodded and pulled her back into me.

~~~

I finally got Kae to sleep. She's really taking this to her head. I kissed her cheek once more and left the room. I whipped out my phone and immediately dialed Onika's number.

"What the fuck do you want, Chris!?"

"Shh, I just wanna talk to you about earlier."

"I think you said enough earlier."

"No, baby please, I-"

"Don't 'baby' me. You already got one. I wish I had never met you that night."

"W-What?"

"I said I wish I had never met you that night. Chris you ruined my life ever since then."

"Nika you don't mean that."

"Yes I do. I hate you so much Chris. I hate you!"

"Then I hate yo ass too. Don't call for shit."

"Don't have to tell me twice." She hung up on me. I can't believe she said she hated me. I guess this is for the best.

Los Angeles, California
Nick's Coffee Shop
Tuesday, October 24th, 2015
12:50 p.m.

"So y'all are over?"

"Yes Chyna. I can't stand that nigga right now. I threw out all my Chris Brown cds, the posters, everything. I don't ever wanna be reminded of him." I explained to her.

"Well, don't look now but here comes your lover." August Alsina, Trey Songz, Tyga and of course Chris Brown walked in and sat a table closer to the where the chef cooks. I groaned, slamming the pot I was washing down in the sink and went out the back.

Seconds later I heard Chris's voice in my ear. "Please can we talk?"

I pushed him off me. "What is there to talk about? You chose her, its over between us."

"But you didn't let me explain."

"You still don't get it. There was nothing to explain. We fucked, you lied, we broke up. Its simple." I walked past him. He pulled me back.

"Let me go." I struggled to get out of his arms.

"Please give me one more chance."

"No." I pushed him away and walked off down the street. There was no particular place I was going. I just needed to clear my head.

6:40 p.m.

"Where were you? I've been calling you." Chyna jumped all over me when I walked in the diner.

"What happened?"

"I don't wanna talk about it." I mumbled, taking a seat on one of the stools.

"Did he hurt you?" I sniffed nodding my head. "I'm sorry." She pulled me into a hug. I started crying on her shoulder.

"Let it out. Just let it out." She patted my back. My phone buzzed in my pocket.

She took it out, looking at the caller ID. She declined the call without showing me. "I'm done with men for good." I wiped my tears away.

"Its gonna be okay. Don't let one man stop you from finding another one."

"I promised myself I wasn't gonna let him get to my heart but I did. I can't go through another heartbreak."

"Its okay. Lets get you home."

*

Atlanta, Georgia
10:05 p.m.
Tuesday, October 24th, 2015
Christopher Brown

"I wanna take you down! I really wanna take you down, take you down, yea!" The crowd was going crazy. It was time for the grande finale. I pulled off my shirt, threw it into the crowd of screaming fans, and started grinding on the stage.

"Woo!" They all cheered.

"This is for all my beautiful ladies out in the crowd tonight." They cheered even louder. Then 'Sex' started playing. I know its a old song but I just love it.

"We just having sex. I'm gonna get you wet. We not making love tonight! Hickies all over yo neck, kissing all over yo body, babe. Girl yo gon get it tonight when we have sex, sex, sex, (oh), when we have sex, sex, sex, (oh), when we have sex." I sang. That made them go crazy.

"Ayo, I love being here. Thanks for having me. I wanna thank all my loyal fans out there for all the support. I love you, Atlanta!" They clapped and cheered as I walked off the stage.

I went backstage with my manager. "Great as always Christopher. Now in two weeks you have a meet and greet with some of your fans and the week after you and your girlfriend are meeting with some people about your new clothing line, 'The Kill' and August Alsina wants to meet with you and Trey Songz about doing a song together. How does that sound?"

"I couldn't do it without you, Eileen. I'm gonna head back to my hotel room. Call me in the morning."

The Hotel

"Nika please answer." I said to myself pacing the room. For the fourth time it went to voicemail. "Okay one more time." I called her. This time she picked up.

"What the fuck do you want?!"

"You finally picked up." I sighed.

"Look Chris what do you want, I'm busy."

"I just wanna hear your voice."

"Bye." Click. Dialtone.... I really fucked up big time.

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What is Chris gonna do this time? Is he gonna try and win Onika's heart back or is he gonna focus on Kae? Comment. 5+ votes and 5+ comments.

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