Lost Love

Lost Love: I Need Help

Recap:

"You always say you are but you never do!" She yelled and ran upstairs.

Los Angeles, California
7:17 p.m.
February 23rd
August Anthony Alsina

I finally got da' babies ta' sleep. It wasn't easy but I did it. Afta' puttin' 'em both in dey cribs, I made my way ta' da' room. "Baybeh?"

"I don't wanna talk August. Just go away."

"Baybeh if ya want help, ya gotta talk ta' me." I sat on da' bed.

"August you were supposed to be here, helping me. I told you you couldn't leave me here with newborn twin babies. This is driving me crazy."

"All ya had ta' do was ask."

"I'm not supposed to ask. You're supposed to help. Those are your kids too August." I knew she was getting mad at me. I pulled ha' close and kissed ha' head.

"Don't get mad. I got ya ta'night." I whispered.

"Promise?"

"Yes bae. When ya hear cryin', don't get up. I'a get 'em, okay. C'mere bae. Kiss me."

"August no."

"Yes bae. Kiss me right na'." She stood on ha' knees and kissed me. I tilted ha' head back and my kisses traveled down ta' ha' shoulder blades.

"August we can't do this tonight."

"I know babe. Jus' let me please ya right na'. Its gon feel good, I promise."

Onika Tanya Miraj

"Oh god. August." I moaned and slipped in another finger. I felt his tongue on my clit and he flicked it up and down. I arched my back while my eyes rolled to the back of my head. This man sure knows how to apologize. He started sucking on my clit while he fingered me.

"Mm fuck August." I squirted on the sheets, his fingers, and in his mouth and I knew he licked it all up. He was about to kiss me but I stopped him. "Go brush your teeth then you can kiss me."

"Okay baybeh." I turned on my side and cuddled up with the pillow. "Uh uh cuddle wit' me." I heard him whisper in my ear. I bit my lip and turned over, facing August. "I meant what I said."

"What did you say?"

"I said ya ain't gotta worry bout gettin' up ta'night cause I got da' twins."

"Thank you. That's all I needed. Well wanted you to say. August, now that you're a father, you can't go out so late anymore. I need my rest and I can't be here alone with two crying babies."

"I know. I was jus' scared."

"Scared of what?"

"Scared dat I might mess up. Dis is my first time bein a father and ion wanna do anything bad like my dad did wit' me. I know I'm not perfect but I wanna try. I wanna do thangs differently."

"That's what I'm here for. I can help you to make sure you don't mess up."

12 months later

"Hey Ant, hey Drew." I smiled as they tried to crawl to me.

"What I tell ya bout callin' my son dat?"

"Shut up. You should be recording this."

"Babe don't ya think we have enough videos of dem tryna walk?"

"No. Look why don't you get down here and play with them while I make lunch." I stood up. He pulled me back.

"Baybeh, ion want ya ta' be mad at me. What did we agree on?"