Lost Love

Lost Love: Forget Him

Los Angeles, California
January 6th
5:30 a.m.
August Anthony Alsina

I seen Chris's car parked in da' driveway. What dis nigga want na'? I slammed my car door and jogged up on da' porch. As soon as I opened da' do' I got slapped. I mean slapped. "Damn!" I hissed.

"Where were you?!"

"Baybeh I.."

"I know where you were. You cheated on me. I know August."

"I did but-"

"There is no but. I thought you loved me! I guess that was a lie! Here's your ring, go give it to that other bitch." She took it off and threw it at me.

"But Ion want ha'. I want you. Ya all I eva wanted Nika."

"Save that I'm sorry bullshit. I'm done with you. I never wanna see you again. I don't want you to call me anymore. The only time we should ever talk should be about the kids."

She turned around. I got on my knees and grabbed ha' hand. "Baybeh I don't want ya ta' leave me. I luh ya baybeh. Jus' you."

"August get out!" She walked upstairs. I walked out wit' my head held low.

Christopher Maurice Brown

In my mind, I was laughing my ass off. I know it was wrong, but I wanted Onika and now I can have her. I jogged upstairs to her room. She was sitting at the end of the bed, her head was between her legs. She sniffed and pushed her hair back.

"Nika you okay?" I spoke softly. She lifted her head and slightly nodded.

"Yea I'm fine. I just need some alone time right now. I need to clear my head." I sat next to her and placed my hand on her back. "I really thought he was the one."

"Nika ya gotta forget him."

"It's hard to forget Chris. He's the father of my kids. I'll have to see him everyday of their lives."

"You'll get over him. Look at me," she looked up, "forget about him." I was bout to kiss her, but she leaned in and kissed me. God, I missed this feeling. I pulled her on my lap, neither one of us breaking the kiss. She pushed me on my back and managed to get my shirt off with pulling away from my lips. My hands were sweaty and I struggled trying to get her pants off.

"Mm mm, wait. Wait Chris." She sat upright. I held onto her waist and stared up at her.

"What's wrong?"

"I can't do this. No right now. I just broke up with August and you're his best friend. That's a lil hoeish don't ya think?"

"No I don't."

She chuckled. "I can't do this today. I'm sorry, but I can't."

"It's cool Nika. I understand. I'm gonna get home. Gotta work on some songs tomorrow." I grabbed my shirt and slipped it back on. "I might see you tomorrow." I kissed her forehead and left the room.

Onika Tanya Miraj

"God." I sighed and buttoned my pants. I can't believe I almost slept with Chris again. I am so glad it didn't happen. I walked down the hall to the twins' room. Both babies were fast asleep. "Hey my little toots. When you guys wake up, I got something to tell you. Its really bad." I whispered. I kissed their cheeks and left the door open a crack so I could hear them.

5:56 a.m.

I had to get up early if I was gon drop the twins off with August. Since I don't have a car, I had to take the bus to his house, cause I damn sho wasn't gon walk. I had to carry they baby bag, my purse, and they stroller on the bus which was a big hassle. August's house was definitely not walking distance but it wasn't far from mine I was just too lazy to walk there.

Finally we made it to his house. It was easier getting off than getting on, thank god. I pushed their stroller up on his porch and rung the doorbell multiple times. This nigga know he heard me. That's when I started beating on the damn door. "August you know you hear me! Open the fucking door!" The door swung open but it wasn't August who answered. It was a girl.

"Who are you?" She had kinda like a Austria accent. Fucking white bitch.

"Where is August?"

"May I ask who's calling?"

"Bitch as you can see, I'm not calling. I'm right here." She rolled her eyes and called his name. He jogged to the door shirtless. "What ya doin' hea'? Ya told me we were through."

"We are stupid. I need you to watch the boys for a few hours."

"Why can't ya do it?"

No this nigga did not. "First of all, I have to work, second of all, they're your children just as much as mine. Now are you gonna keep them or not?"

"Yea I'a keep 'em." He rolled the stroller in his house and took the bag from me. "Next time, call befo' ya come." I flicked him off and slammed the door in my face. Fucking bitch. I had to jog down the street to the nearest bus stop so I wouldn't be late for work.

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"He acted like he didn't even care." I told Chyna while I continued to cook.

"He's a bitch ass nigga. Don't worry bout him. He wasn't worth crying over or nun of that. You just keep searching until you find that special someone who is gon treat you right."

"I got something else to confess."

"What happened?"

"Me and Chris made out. We almost had sex. But I came to my senses and stopped him."

"Ooh you falling for these superstars. Them the ones who gon break yo heart."

"Child I can't help that they all want me. This pussy is just too good. Aye there go a customer. You got em?"

"Yea. He seems like the flirty type." She giggled and left me in the kitchen. I laughed to myself and sat down, taking a deep breath.

"Everything is gonna be fine." I smiled brightly and dusted myself off.

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Nika is seeming a lil happy. Is she getting over August? Who was the white girl? Comment please. 10+ votes and 5+ comments before the next update. Be breezy!