Lost Love

Lost Love: Welcome Home!

Los Angeles, California
February 23rd
1:20 p.m.
Onika Tanya Miraj

"Look babies. Its your new home." I smiled as me and August carried the twins into the house. It was hell in that hospital and I'm glad I'm home with my babies and my fiance. I will never get tired of that.

"I'm so happy ya home baybeh. I really missed ya."

"I'm glad you did because I missed you too. And the twins missed you."

"Come see da' room. I put sum mo' stuff up."

"Like what?"

"Jus' come look." He led me upstairs to the twins' room and they names were on either side above their cribs. Andrew on the left, Anthony on the right. "August its so cute! Did you do this by yourself?"

"Yes I did. Dat way we can tell 'em apart."

"That is so adorable. And sweet. What time is it?"

"Almost 1:40. Why?"

"Its time for the babies to eat. Can you get the milk out of the diaper bag? There's some in there for Anthony since Andrew likes the right side."

"Ya can't feed 'em at da' same time?"

"No August. That shit hurt. Would you like to do it?"

"Na' baybeh, ya know ain't no type of milk gon come outta these." He pointed to his nipples. I giggled and took Andrew out of his seat and pulled my shirt off. "Wait baybeh. Can't ya do dat upstairs or sum?"

"Nigga this my house. If you don't wanna see it, go in another room. This is natural."

"Aight. Ima be in da' kitchen."

"No you gotta feed Anthony."

"We not givin' him formula."

"We? Nigga when did we decide we weren't gonna give them formula? They not gon be breastfeeding forever. And anyway that's my breastmilk. Just give it to him."

"Alright baybeh. I'm sorry fa' makin' ya mad." I rolled my eyes and concentrated on Andrew. He sat down beside me and sighed. "Baybeh."

"August please feed Anthony." I repeated myself.

"I'm feedin' him, but can ya please say sum ta' me?"

"Like what?"

"Tell me bout ya day."

"It was okay."

"Tell me mo'. I need details."

"August no. You all done baby? Yea? Okay. Lemme burp you." I gently patted Andrew's back and he burped little tiny burps. It was so cute. I patted his back until he fell asleep. "August I'm gonna put Andrew in his bed for a nap. If you need me, I'll be in the room."

"Okay baybeh." He kissed my cheek and Andrew's forehead and I went upstairs to their room. I laid him on his back and waited for him to fall asleep again.

August Anthony Alsina

I took Anthony up ta' his room afta' he fell asleep on me again. I grabbed one of da' baybeh monitors and took it ta' our room. I closed da' do' behind me and stared at Nika while she slept peacefully. I sat it on da' stand and crawled in bed next ta' ha'. I pushed ha' hair out da' way and kissed ha' neck. She stirred in ha' sleep and I sucked on it roughly.

"I'm sorry mama." I whispered in ha' ear. I noticed ha' clutchin' ta' da' pillow.

"August stop." She begged.

"I'a stop if ya turn ova." She turned ova facin' me and I stopped kissin' ha'. I took off my pants and my shirt and slid unda' da' covers wit' ha'. "How was ya day?"

"Horrible. This morning when I was getting dressed, the male doctors kept barging in on me when I was half naked. And on top of that this nurse was flirting with me. I got my blood taken. Baby my arm still hurts. Then I had to sign checkout papers. It was all a hassle but I got through it."

"See. Dats all I wanted ta' know. My day was sad because ya wasn't hea' wit' me."

"Aww who is so sweet?"

"I am. And dis sweetie deserves a treat." I tugged at ha' panties.

"No August. You have to wait six weeks before we can have sex."

"Alright baybeh. I'm gonna go ta' da' studio."

"August you mad?"

"Nah I'm coo. I need ta' work on sum anyway. I'a be back in a few hours."

"A few hours? August you can't leave me here with twins. I'm gonna need some help."

"You got 'em. I won't be long, promise."

"Alright. You better keep your promise too. I'm not playing August."

"I'm not eitha' babe." I kissed ha' cheek and left.

Onika Tanya Miraj

"Wah! Wah! Wah!" I sniffed and wiped my eyes and went upstairs to get the twins. Anthony was wet and Andrew was tired. After changing Anthony, I rocked Andrew back to sleep. August has been gone for five hours. Both crying babies are asleep and I really needed to talk to somebody. I grabbed my phone and dialed Mama Sheila's number.

"Hi Nika! I was wondering when you were gonna call. How are my grandbabies doing?"

"They're a handful." I sighed rubbing my neck.

"August is helping right?"

I sighed. "No. He's been gone for five hours. He said he was going to the studio but I don't think he's there."

"I'll call him right now."

"No please don't. Then I'll be embarrassed."

"Nika he is supposed to be helping you. He made those children too and I raised him better than this. I'll call back in ten minutes." Click.

"Wah! Wah! Wah! Wah!" I started crying too.

August Anthony Alsina

"Ain't you supposed to be at home helping with your twin boys?" Mike asked me.

"Yea but I'm scared."

"Of what?" Trey asked.

"What if I do sum wrong? Ion wanna hurt 'em. I got nieces but dis is different. These are my sons and I'm scared I might hurt 'em or sum like dat."

"You gon do fine as a dad. You should go home. Nika prolly there worried about you."

"Yea you right." I chugged down my drink and left da' club. I was speedin' home cause I know Nika prolly mad as hell right na'. I opened da' do' and da' babies was in dey car seats on da' coffee table. Nika was sittin' thea' wit' a pillow on ha' face. I pulled it away revealin' ha' bloodshot red eyes. "Nika ya been cryin'?"

"Yea." She mumbled. I sat down next ta' ha'.

"Why babe?" She looked at me and slapped da' shit outta me. "Damn."

"You left me here with two crying babies! August I'm going crazy! I need help!"

"Ima help ya."

"You say that all the time but you never do!" She ran upstairs.

To be continued....

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