Chapter 1. Me And My Awful Life

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Soo mi's POV

"GIVE ME YOUR CREDIT CARD!"
"But.. mom this is the money I've earned up!"
I backed up into the kitchen wall as my mom advanced with a wooden stick.
"Give it to me!!!!"
I slowly shook my head... I won't give it to her not this time.
"You bitch! Fine you won't give it to me? Ill just take it while you're in the hospital!" She said and started to beat me.
The wooden rod hurt like hell....
She hit me on my legs and arms and when I collapsed she hit my back and sides.
I started to cry and gasp from the pain.
"Please.... stop..." I sobbed
"Where's the card?" She askes eagerly
This always happens.
If she doesn't get what she wants she beats me till I give it to her.
This has happened before for my room, my credit card, for looking at my step sister weird.
Sick huh? You may think that I'm being selfish...
I'm not because she has her own car and makes me pay for gas and of course she has my bank account too so she won't even leave me with a single penny.
So I have to struggle getting to work.
Recently I got fired from all of my jobs because I couldn't fet to work a couple of times.
I didn't have enough money to take the bus.
It was my first day for one job, and it was a night shift for the other and I couldn't get to either of them.....
Too far towalk And with my body aching... no way.
I go to work and come right back. If I'm late I get slaps on my cheek because she assumE's I was with a guy.
She bashed my head against the wall because I looked at my step sister "weird" even if I did, is that a reason to give me a concussion? No! She does take me to the hospital when it does get too bad... but not for me. Because if anything life threatning does happen to me, she won't get suspected because I became a regular there with a repitition of a fighter. Who gangs up on people and gets beat to the bone. I've tried telling people! My doctor, my teacher, even my principal but they shoo me away and tell me to do some multiplications in my head. Why? Because my mother payed a foreign doctor to forge my hospital record, to that I was diagnosed with early dimentia. Clever huh? So I get beaten by my own mother and I can never get anyone to believe me. Where's my father in all of this? He passed away in a car accident 5 years ago. That was around the time my mom started to become a workaholic who didn't care abiut anyone, and when she needed money she got it from me. Me the part time worker that works 5 different jobs and doesn't go to school. Around the time my mom met my step dad was around the time when she started beating me. Coming home drunk everynight because of stressful work and always a bickering in between her and my step dad, and beating me because I spoke to her without permission.
I tried yelling and screaming when I was younger, but now I knew that shed just hit my mouth instead to shut me up and beat me even more.
Im too disgusted to call her my mother anymore. Is she a bad mother? To me Absolutely but to my step sister Carlise? No. She's considered the greatest mom on earth to her. Carlise isn't mean though like the step sisters in Cinderella..
She's WORSE
She's the one that brings my mom the things she beats me with and my step dad Brian?
He stands there watching me cry and bleed while rooting for my mom.
Its not like were in tough living conditions so she needs to BORROW the money. Were actually filthy rich. Well they are....
I'm just filthy
I'm not allowed to take showers unless Carlise is being GENEROUS? And giving me permission. Otherwise I stink for days. There is one person that Is nice to me though. My brother Dino. He became a trainee when he was younger and thats why he's not home most of the time to se me getting beaten. We used to l talk over the phone and my secret cell phone which my mom doesn't know about. But then Dino's supposed to be bandmembers and fellow trainees were involved in a drug scandal and were excused from the entertainment. After that he left to the states to pursue a carreer in medicine which he's also good at and I haven't heard from him in a long time.I'm not allowed to tell my brother what's been going on. even if I could I wouldn't. I don't want him to be worried about me. Id like him to focus on his studies. I haven't hugged my brother for almost 4 years now... I miss having someone to lean on, to tell everything to.... I miss my mom, having a role model to look up to and get life changing advice from. I miss my dad, supporting me when I needed it, and making me laugh even on my darkest days.
As I lied in my own blood in complete darkness I thought of these things and my dreadful life. I knew it was bad but I never wouldve thought that it could get worse....
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Hi!
This is my new story's first chappie!!
I'm very excited to start this new story ^^
If you don't know Soo mi's will look like Kim so Hyun, there's a pic of her in the media Box and Wonwoo who's in the next chepter will look like... well, Wonwoo lol
I hope you like the first chapter although it was a little all over the place. It was just explaining Soomi's life and relationships with people.
I hope you keep reading ^^
The next chapter will come up soon
Vote, comment, and add to your library^^
ThanK's for reading

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