"Married to Won-jerk" [Wonwoo]

Chapter 3. My decision

Soomi's POV

I ran...
I just ran.
I didn't know where I was going or what would happen but I couldn't stay there any longer.
After the news my mom told me, I locked myself in my room and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I felt as if I had no purpose. So I jumped out my windo and ran.
If I got hit by a car and died, so be it
If I fall into a ditch and die, so be it
If I fall off a random cliff, so be it
I just wanted to die.
My feet got tired by the time I reached a bridge near my house. I don't really know the neighborhood that well, because That demon had me locked up in a tower *ehem house in the middle of town. Doesn't sound like I'm fit to be Rapunzel. My legs ached from the new bruises and fresh cuts. My head burned from being slammed into the wall, but most of all...
My heart ached.
It ached for someone whod give it warmth.
Someone whod make it smile
Whod make me smile.
Just thinking about the possibilities made the aching stop for a little bit as I leaned against the cool rsiling along the side of the bridge.
And then a sudden breeze brought my thoughts back to reality makinf my heart ache again.
Im going to die...
Here tonight
No one will come for me.
No one will stop me.
For once I make my own choices.
And I choose to die.
As I looked into the sky, I saw many blinking stars looking back down at me. Such a beautiful night.
I'm soiling it just by being awake in it.
I'm sorry sky for ruining your peace.
I will go now
And you won't have to worry about me bothering you again ^^
I wiped the tears that were now flowing doen my cheeks as I made up my mind.
Dying won't even be half as bad as living with the demon.
I leaned over the railing once...
The ocean was calm and all was right. Except for me.
I leaned over the railing once more..
This time I heard a voice calling.
"Hey! Whatre you doing?"
I ignored the voice and leaned over the railing for the final time before coming back up and counting down from 1-3.
1... I took a deep breath 2.... I reassured myself.. 3... I leaned over the railing and let my feet dangle off the floor. As I looked back into my neighborhood I smiled.
"They'd all be happy without me" I said as I pushe'd back on the railing, closed my eyes, and jumped...
But nothing happened
Determined with my eyes still closed I tried jumping again.
But something was holding me back..
Or rather someone....
I looked around to see a wild eyed guy staring at me with his arm around my waist. Preventing me from falling.
"Hey are you okay?" He asked worriedly
"No! I'm not! I wamted to die! Can't you see? I want to make my own decision this time but you stopped me! Why can't anybody let me make the decision on what I want to do with my life!" I shouted at him my tears betraying me and falling down my cheeks endlessly.
He looked sorry, almost guilty
"I'm sorry...." he said
And that was the last I heard before I saw nothing but PitCH black.
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Short update!!!
Ill try to update again soon ^^

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