"Married to Won-jerk" [Wonwoo]

Chapter 9. The brick wall

Chapter 9 - EDITED by Mocha48
thanks Unnie ^^

Soomi POV

What should I do....
If my mom is looking for me....
If she finds me....
Here...
With Myungsoo...
No, I can't let that happen.
"Myungsoo... this was a mistake..." I said with a shaky voice.
"Soomi yah..." Myungsoo said
"I need to leave.... I'll go now... thank you for being that person I needed. I won't see you ever again...." I said I wanted to cry but I couldn't cry... if I showed him I wanted to stay and be with him... Itll hurt us even more to let go.
The pain I needed to let go was stored inside while I forced a smile.
"I'm not letting you leave." He said I turned to see him looking at the ground, his face hard.
"Myungsoo.... I have to leave." I told him.
The butterflies in my stomach died down supressed by my soaking wet tears. The tears I need to let go of but can't.
"No you don't! I'll protect you!" He yelled raising his voice he grabbed my shoulders and made me face him.
"Soomi wake up! Get a hold of yourself! If you leave now then she-" I slapped him....
Soomi... What're you doing? You love this man! I wanted to cry. I wanted to let go and flee into his arms... I wanted to tell him I loved him. The feeling I thought I lost and never would have to feel again came back... the aching of my heart, the feeling of wanting to die.
"Soomi..." he didn't finish his sentence I didn't want him to. I wanted him to let me go.
No tears, no aches, no feelings.
That's what I want him to feel.
Im feeling all of these. "Help me Soomi!" Wonwoo yelled
That's when I lost it.
"Don't call my name! I don't know who you are and I don't know what you want. but Id like you to know, you may have ruined the only thing that ever mattered to me." I yelled
I felt bad for snapping at him. For anything he may have been warning me about my mom, but that doesn't matter.
It still drove the brick wall between my and Myungsoo.
He became silent after that as he limped next to me, groaning a few times in pain, but quieting when he glanced over at me.
We got to the market when I turned to him.
"I'm leaving now. Don't follow me. Go home, and if my mom asked you never saw me." I said as I went to find some water to get the tear stains off my cheek
"HEY! wait!" He yelled from behind but I couldn't wait. This was probably the only time I could do what I wanted. And that was to run.
To be a coward and run.
Run away from the pain,
The aching in my heart,
The feeling of wanting to end my life.
I ran into the forest to find happiness again, and run into the memories Myungsoo and I had together.
But instead I ran into the person who made my life hell, and the person I loved the most.
"Well, well, well..." my mom said as she regained her balance from me bashing into her shoulder
"Myungsoo?" Myungsoo was out cold with a bruise on his head being carried by mom's personal bodyguards.
"Oh! I was just going to show your FRIEND around our apartment...
Why don't you come with us DEAR" she smirked seeing my pained reaction.
"No... leave him alone. Ill go with you just please leave him alone." I begged I don't care if I have to go back with her not Myungsoo...
Not the person that filled the emptyness in my heart, the only person who listened.
"Too LATE sunshine... now get in the car" she said as she opened the car door for me.
I got in because I didn't want her to do anything to Myungsoo.
This is it....
This is the end
If it wasn't for Myungsoo sitting beside me in the car ride home I would've jumped out of the car and died...
But The person I loved was in the car wih me and the person who'd hurt him.