JAKEHe needs to fucking choose! Like right now.
Jake : Devon, come outside. We need to talk.
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I waited outside his house, biting my fingernails until I finally heard the front door open and him stepping out.
Devon : hi...
Jake : I feel like we should walk.
He began walking, attempting to hold my hand but I withdrew it. Yes, I'm mad.
Devon : So?...
Jake : If you wanna break up just tell me! It's so obvious that's what you want so just stop being a pussy and tell me.
Devon : Well if you seem to have what I want all figured out what is the point in this conversation?!
So he does wanna break up?
Jake : WELL THEN TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT?!
Devon : I DON'T KNOW!
Jake : HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW?! DO YOU LOVE ME?
Devon : Yes, I-
Jake : Well then what's the problem?! I love you and you love me, why isn't that enough?
Devon : It is! It's just... complicated.
Jake : Complicated how?!
Devon : WILL YOU LET ME FUCKING TALK?!
Jake : THEN FUCKING SAY SOMETHING!
Devon : I don't know what I want. I do love you but if you want us to keep dating then you have to grow up!
Jake : I told you I'd try!
Devon : Well in order for me to believe something, you have to actually prove it.
Jake : How do I prove it?
Devon : If this conversation had proven anything it's that nothing has changed.
Jake : So you wanna break up? Fucking fine. Great actually!
I stormed back into my house before he got another word out and slammed the door before running to my room and crying.
He doesn't fucking love you.
I stopped crying abruptly, getting up and sniffling. I walked into my bathroom, taking off the oversized hoodie and throwing it back into my room before locking the bathroom door.
I looked into the mirror.
Jake : He doesn't love you.
I reached under the cabinet and pulled out the razor. I closed my eyes, wincing as the blade made contact with my skin. I cut myself, over and over, blood flowing everywhere.
I looked back up to the mirror.
Jake : Nobody could ever fucking love you.
I opened up the cabinet, taking every pill I could find. I swallowed mouth fulls of pills. Eventually the pain subsided. I slid down my bathroom wall, closing my eyes.
Devon : Jake?!
I heard his distant voice call out.
DEVON
I wasn't done talking. I walked home but right before I got in, I wasn't about to let it end like this.
I called Jake but no answer. I left him a voicemail.
Devon : I'm coming over, I don't care if I have to bust down the door because I fucking love you and I still want to be with you.
I walked up to his house, knocking the door and it just opened. I stepped in.
Devon : Jake?!...
No answer.
Devon : Hellooo?
I walked upstairs to his room and he wasn't in there. There was the hoodie he just wore on the ground outside of the bathroom.
Devon : Jake! Let me in. I need to talk to you.
I tried opening the door but it was locked.
Devon : Jake?...
When the only answer I got was my voicemail playing on Jakes phone, I panicked slightly.
Devon : Jake?!... JAKE?!... JAKE OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!
I started to barge the door with my shoulder but it was no use. It was bolt locked. I decided to horse-kick it and the door snapped off the hinges, opening.
It revealed...
I dashed over to him and called the police.
Devon : PLEASE! PLEASE HE'S GONNA DIE!... what did I do? YOU HAVE TO HELP HIM! PLEASE!
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Jevon Enemies To Lovers - (Jake Wheeler x Devon Evans) // (BXB)
RomanceJake was troubled, did what was considered to be 'bad' things but he just wants to live. He's extremely loyal, funny but brave. Devon was a smart guy, he was funny and sweet too. Perfect, I know. But somebody knows the real him. The unmasked him...