Reticence

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JAKE

We had just entered the store after smoking another one. It's safe to say; I'm fucked.

Devon headed in first and I was following him, keeping my eyes to the ground because I could feel how red they were.

I followed him all the way to the chocolate aisle. When I turned around I noticed Elliot and Lexy were gone.

Jake : Where's half our troop gone?

Devon didn't respond, I looked back at him and he was reading a leaflet or something. He seemed so focussed on it, like he would read every word over and over.

Jake : what is that?..

He looked at his surroundings with fear on his face as he practically threw the leaflet back into the box and sped off.

I followed him but looked over to the leaflets first; "Nearly 30 million Americans suffer from an Eating Disorder, do you?".

I sad look overcame my face as I caught up to him, he practically ran.

When I found him, he was with Lexy and Elliot. Lexy had a shopping cart and Elliot was inside it. Devon began hysterically laughing at the sight as he ran over to the carts and grabbed one, looking at me before saying:

Devon : C'mon, get in!

I laughed and complied. I was laughing as Devon sped off away with me. We were laughing and running, passing every aisle in a blurred haste. It felt so weird, like I wasn't moving but the rest of the world was. I felt at peace. Maybe I had just smoked too much.

Jake : OKAY! OKAY! STOPP PFTT!

Devon ran me back over to Lexy and Elliot, who were shoplifting.

Elliot : You getting anything?

Devon nodded, grabbing a big bar of chocolate and walking away as he slipped it into his hoodie's front pocket.

I didn't want to steal nor buy anything. The entire night I had the vibe that Devon had something he wanted to say to me. He would avoid my eyes, try and be the furthest from me, I don't know at this point. I can just feel tension building up.

I got out of the cart and began walking towards the exit for some fresh air. Less than a minute later, Devon came outside.

I was staring at him with sentences on the tip of my tongue.

Devon : What?

Jake : What?!

Devon : You're just staring at me with zero relent!

Jake : Ugh! You've been avoiding me!

His face flushed red.

Devon : Why would I-

Jake : You tell me. Why are you avoiding me?!

Devon : Jake...

His tone completely flipped from agitated and frustrated to a soft-spoken melancholy.

Devon : can we please just... talk for a minute.

He sat down, leaning against the building. I reciprocated the action and looked off to the yellowy-blue hued skies.

Devon : I just feel like every interaction we have either leads to arguing or sex.

Jake : I don't mind the sex.

I said with a smirk.

Devon : oh trust me, neither do I. But it's just like, we can't want to have sex all the time.

Jake : I actually wouldn't have sex with you at the minute though.

Devon looked at me like that was a challenge. He placed a hand on the inside of my thigh, opening my knees as his hand traced further.

I slapped it away just before it touched anything.

Devon : See?

Jake : Dev, I'm not being funny, all I have to do is look at you to give you a boner.

He rolled his eyes.

I placed a hand up his shirt and caressed his chest but then I moved it down and started to pull on his waistband and Devon was red in the face.

I moved over and sat on his lap, facing him and locking our eyes.

Devon : See what I mean? You're such a good little slut for me.

Jake : Or maybe I'm just stoned.

Devon : We're all just stoned.

Jake : See, so none of our actions can be held accountable. So do anything you'd want.

~~~

Me and Devon are in the back of an uber, figuring we might as well go home together since we live so close.

Devon and I hadn't exchanged a word.

Driver : So where y'alls going?

Jake : Home.

Driver : Ah. Ya' brothers?

Devon : No we're-

Jake : We're just friends.

Devon shot me a look for a second and then realised that... we were just friends.

Driver : Then why in hell has it been so goddamn awkward back there?

Neither of us answered.

The driver laughed to himself.

Driver : Whatever y'all say.

We finally entered our street and got out of the car as Devon handed him the money.

I turned to go home but Devon grabbed my wrist, turning me around.

Devon : Where are you going?

Jake : Home?

Devon : Oh. I thought you were coming over for a bit.

Jake : and why would I come over without an invite?

Devon : Here's your invite.

I gave him a skeptical look.

Jake : What are we gonna do?

Devon : I dunno... what do you wanna do?

I rolled my eyes, grabbed Devon's hand and walked towards his house.

856 words...

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