Never True [ Landonorris]

24[hello love]

Rosa pov

the day after

it's 8 in the morning and I'm leaving my hotel to head to Spain to visit my mother.

today is Tuesday I think I'll come back either tomorrow or Thursday, I don't want to stay in that house too long.

and then I want to spend some time in Monte Carlo  with the others.

I leave the hotel, get in the car and go to the privet plane

I have an 8 hour flight from Canada to Spain ahead of me, I'll probably sleep.

10 years ago

"Hey" Chalres came to greet me
"hey" I said

"Are you okay? You're strange" he says
"mh"

" it's May, why are you still wearing a long-sleeved shirt? Aren't you hot?" he says
"no I'm fine" I say

"Are you sure Rosa? Are you hiding something from me? Can you tell me" he says as he approaches me

I walk away from him

"Rosa, why are you walking away?" he says and raises a hand to scratch his head

I cover myself for fear that he might hit me

he realizes what has happened and approaches cautiously

"Rosa, did someone do something to you?" he says
"my father" I say with tears in my eyes

"your father? oh my god" he says leaning down and sitting next to me and hugging me

"on my birthday, a few months ago, he hit me and from then on he almost always does it" I say crying and hugging him

"and your mother?" he says
"he only does it when it's just me and him, and he threatens me that if I tell my mother he'll kill me" I say

"yet he seemed like such a good father" he says
"he was, then I don't know what happened to him"

"don't worry, you're with me now" he says hugging me

He puts his hand on my leg but I flinch

"what's wrong?" he says
"Please don't say anything" I say

"but what?" he says
"I burn myself, to relieve the pain of the bruises on my body and because I don't like myself"

"Rosa" he doesn't speak, he seems even more sorry

I start crying loudly and I throw myself into his arms and he caresses my hair and holds me close to console me

"Don't worry, breathe, you're with me now" he says continuing to stroke my hair

I breathed in and out, like this for a good 2 minutes, and he continued to console me and hold me close to him.

7 years ago

I'm 17 now, I'm a girl now, and I've been racing go karts for four years.

everything is going as it should except for my father

he stopped hitting me but started insulting me 

insults especially on my physical appearance, and I continue to burn myself, maybe I should go to a psychologist or talk to my mother about it, but I don't feel like it