Rosa pov
"hello love" my father
"what the fuck!" I say"I see you're happy to see me" he says out the door
"love, who is-?" My mother stops as soon as she sees my father's figure outside the door"what are you doing here?" says my mother
"I came to talk to my daughter" he says"How did you know I was here?" I say
"I have friends" he says"did you follow me? are you out of your mind? I swear it's the right time to report you!" I say shouting out the door
"calm down, don't shout outside the house, can I come in?" he says indifferently as if nothing had happenedhe comes in without us telling him anything
"why are you here?" I say
"to talk with you""Bullshit, you need money so you're here?"
"no I'm here to talk to you" he says"and what exactly, we told each other everything 7 years ago" I say
"Rosa, I'm sorry for what I did to you" he tries to get closer to me"Don't try to touch me with those filthy hands" I say walking away
"Rosa" he says"what do you want? do you want to apologize well I won't accept your apologies!" I say starting to get angry
"but why?" he says
Why? is it serious?
"Why? because you were a shitty father! a father doesn't beat his daughter to death, a father doesn't offend her by calling her a whale, a father doesn't say he doesn't love his own daughter!, blood of his own fucking blood!" I scream
"hey love, calm down" my mom says as she approaches
"do you know what disgusts me? that I still love you despite everything!" I say
"because I'm your father therefore" he says trying to hug me"no you're not my father! my father would never have hit me!" I scream and cry at the same time
my mother and father are silent and look at me
"Now if you don't mind, get out of this house!" I say
"Rosa please, I've changed" he says
"I wouldn't believe you even if God came down to earth told me" I say"I just want to find a point of agreement" he say
"a point of agreement?" I say
"yes" he say"disappear from my life and my mother's, forever"
"Rosa please, I'm here to apologize" he says continuing
"why didn't you think of this before, instead of showing up after 7 fucking years!""I needed my father, that old father figure I had before you turned into a fucking monster!"
he looks at me
"Where were you when I turned 18? Where were you when I was admitted to Formula Two, where were you when I was admitted to Formula One and they accepted me into Ferrari? Where the fuck were you? You were never there! Never" I'm crying like a little girl now
"I'm sorry Rosa, I don't know what happened to me in that period, maybe I was nervous I don't know" he says as he looks at my mother and my mother looks at me
"Is that a valid excuse to hit your daughter? I don't think so" I say
"I know you're right" he says, looking sorry
"because of you I started burning my legs, because you called me a whale, and I believed you! and now this thing has been going on for years!" I cry and sob
STAI LEGGENDO
Never True [ Landonorris]
Romansa"The only thing I want to see today is your name under mine" "Very convinced that you want me under you more than you can imagine" Rosa Richard Ferrari Formula One driver, twenty-three years old, almost twenty-four, with a somewhat turbulent past...