Never True [ Landonorris]

17[Osc]

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT, IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT, DON'T READ IT

Once I get home, I go to take a shower and then after the shower I sit outside on the terrace to look at the stars and think.

for Lando it was all a fucking game, and I fell for it like an idiot, I was almost about to leave Oscar to be able to clarify the situation between me and him, but fate told me not to, luckily.

Incoming video call from mom

"¿Cariño como estas?" my mother asks
"Darling how are you?"

"Mami, ¿qué haces despierta a esta hora?"
"Mom, what are you doing up at this time?"
I'm dying of sleep, she seems pretty awake

""No eres el única joven, a mí también me gusta quedarme despierto y ver las estrellas"
"you're not the only young person, I like looking at the stars too"
we both laugh

"Entonces, ¿cuándo vendrán tú y Oscar a visitarme?"
'So, when are you and Oscar coming to visit me?'
sore point mom, so much

"¿Sigues en la vieja casa?"
*do you still live in the old house?
"Sí, amor"

the house where my mother lives is the one where I, my father and my mother all lived together when I was little, my father is not here now but my mother remained there
but I can't go there, every inch of that house is haunted, every corner of that house reminds me of my father, my self-harm, I don't think I can go there again.

"No lo sé mami, lo pensaré y te lo haré saber" I say trying to divert the conversation
"I don't know mami, I'll think about it and then I'll let you know"

""Amor, sé cómo te sientes, me siento como una madre de mierda porque no noté nada, y solo el pensamiento me devasta cada vez".
"love I know how you feel,I feel like a shitty mother because I didn't notice anything and the thought of it still devastates me."

she says with tears in her eyes, I can see them from the phone

"mamá no es tu culpa, no podrías haberlo sabido" I also say with tears in my eyes
"mom it's not your fault you couldn't have known"
suddenly Oscar comes onto the terrace
"hello ma'am" Oscar says to my mother
"hi Oscar" says mom

he looks at me "why are you crying?" mimes with his lips
"nothing" I say in response, still miming

"Está bien mamá, ya te dejo, me voy a dormir, te avisaré cuando llegue, ¿vale?" say
"okay mom, I'll leave you, I'll go to sleep, then I'll let you know when we come, okay?"

"Vale amor, buenas noches para ti y para Oscar"

I disconnect the call and Oscar sits in the chair opposite

"Honey, can I know what's wrong? why are you crying?"
"mom wants us to visit her, but she still lives in the old house, and I can't go there because every place in that house reminds me of him" ok now I'm definitely crying

"Hey Hey, don't worry, I'm here, when you feel ready we'll go" he says hugging me and touching my hair in a sweet way
"thanks Osc, without you I wouldn't know what to do" I say lifting my face from his chest and kissing him

we kiss, a sweet kiss, which reflects everything that Oscar is, sweet, calm, passionate, a mix that I like.

my hand is placed on his hair,they are soft as clouds, while his hands are positioned on my waist pulling me towards him.

caught up in the heat he makes me hit my back on the window glass and I moan.
we are kissing really passionately now, not as slow and sweet as before, and I feel his cock getting hard and me getting wet.

my hand starts to go down and slips under his shirt touching his abs, I hear him make a noise of approval and smiles on my lips.

"fuck I don't know if I can stop this time" he says breathlessly
"then don't do it" I say pulling away from him and looking into his eyes

"Rosa are you sure, I can wait longer" he says looking at me
Am I sure? I don't know, I would like to continue but I would like to stop

"damn I feel like shit and confused above all" I say as I run my hands over my face and hair
"no Rosa you really don't have to, I'll wait for you it's no problem" he says

I look at him, he's sincere, but his body says something else, especially his cock which is hard, but really hard.

"But I can do one thing" I say as I kneel down
"Rosa what do you want to d-" he says but I don't give him time to finish the sentence before I undo his belt and drop his jeans to the floor

"ok do what you want with me" he says as he leans on the table outside on the balcony

the balcony has a very high wall and has a curtain in front, so no one will see anything.

I take down his boxers... fuck he's hard, really hard, and big.
I take it with my hands starting with slow movements to drive him a little crazy, which seems to work because I see him grip the edges of the table with his hands hard enough to turn his knuckles white.

then I decide to take it in my mouth, I suck with a firm and fast rhythm, I intend to send him into ecstasy, and I will succeed.

"Rosa, fuck, yes" he pants and moans at the same time
I keep sucking, and I look up to see him and see him throw his head back and breathe heavily.

fucking his Adam's apple going up and down is the hottest thing right now.

"Rosa, continue like this, yes like this!" groan
he's about to come, I can feel it and see it by the way he's starting to tremble

I continue quickly and after a couple of seconds, he comes in my mouth
"Fuck Rosa" he says breathlessly while holding onto the table

I get up, wipe my mouth and rush to kiss him
"Now I'm satisfied" I say laughing
"now it's my turn," he says

"no Osc there really is no need-"I actually want it, in fact, not even as long as I find Oscar with his head between my legs,trying to unbutton my pajama shorts

"Osc" I'm already in ecstasy, my vision of his head between my legs makes me even wetter

he takes off my pants, comes closer and looks at me, as if he wants my consent, and I nod.
he comes closer, kisses my scars and then slowly takes off my panties, which are already wet and he notices it

"this is the effect I have on you, sweetie" he says while looking at me with a smile
"please" I'm begging him I can't take it anymore

he doesn't have to say it a second time that immediately his head slides between my legs, starts with slow movements, sucks, licks, like ice cream.

"oh fuck" I moan as he starts to go faster and torture my clit
"fuck Osc" I moan and move crazily under his touch

he places his hands on my hips to keep me from moving and in the meantime continues his beautiful torture

at a certain point I feel a finger inside me, I moan screaming his name, I didn't expect Oscar to have this hidden side
"do you like it?" he says as he continues to lick and move his finger in and out of me
"yes, continue" I moan

he continues inserting another finger, now there are two plus his tongue that continues to suck and lick, shit I'm about to come I can't do it

"come for me sweetie" he says looking at me between my legs
I come screaming his name, he doesn't move away from there but sucks everything that comes out until the last drop

he gets up, licks his fingers, wipes his mouth and then gives me a kiss

"Now we can go to sleep" he says
"yes I would say so" I laugh

we go in and go to sleep.

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short chapter, spicy, and a little sad, have mercy because it's the first spicy chapter I've written in my entire life, I don't know how it could be, if you have any advice tell me. having said this, good Reading:)

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