Never True [ Landonorris]

15[Monaco baby]

two and a half months later

The next race is in Emilia Romagna in Italy, and I can't wait to be there, but it's in a week, so we have a week of 'rest' and I decided to spend this week in Monaco, I have an apartment there, with Oscar.

Oscar and I have been together for almost three months, it's now May we've been together since March so yes. we get along on everything, since we've been together we've only argued once, so I'd say we get along very well.

then he's sweet, romantic and perfect, he met my mother who immediately liked him, he made friends with everyone on the grid and I made friends with his F2 friends.

we also appeared in newspapers and many comments were not positive, like 'he is younger than her', or 'she's only with him for fun', things in bad taste, really.
in the end Oscar and I only have a 2 year difference, nothing exaggerated, but people must always be exaggerated and make others look bad.

incoming call from Carletto

"foreigner, how are you doing?" asks Chalres on the phone
"hi Carletto, everything's fine, how are you and Alex?"
"we're fine, we'll land in Indonesia soon"

"say hello to Joris and Andrea if they are with you" I say
"ragazzi vi saluta Rosa" he says in Italian
they greet me

"you and Oscar? How's it going?" he asks
"well we arrived in Monaco a couple of hours ago, now Oscar is taking a shower and we'll go for a walk soon"

"I understand, well don't have too much fun alone for a week" he winks at me
"Charles!" I laugh and he laughs

"have you heard the others?" I ask
"mh some" he says
"I saw that Carlos is in Spain with Isa"
"Yes, Max, I know he's in Milan? It could be, well, I don't remember"
"mh Max in Milan, I don't think so"

"oh come on poor guy" he laughs
"It's the truth" I say laughing
"Do you know where Lando went?" he asks me

low blow Charles, low blow.

"no Chalres you know we haven't spoken for months" I say
"yes I know but it's strange, you didn't tell me why"
"well I don't know either because nothing happened, really" I say

but yes, I know, since that damned evening that we didn't speak to each other, since that sentence I said, our relationship has gotten worse.
we act as if we don't know each other, as if we haven't kissed each other twice, as if there isn't something between us, zero of zero, as if we are two people who have never met before

before we said hi, now not even that, we hate each other but this time for real, as if there was a hatred so deep that there was no avenue of light.

"you're hiding something from me, you little weirdo"
"nah!" I laugh nervously
"you're nervous" he says
he knows me too well he knows when I lie