This is the hardest part. To begin with, there was already depression. It saddened my heart, tortured my heart, broke my heart, and crushed them into pieces. It left a scar upon it. Yes, somehow I accept that GD and Kiko are already dating. Maybe I only accept the idea. The fact that they are really dating now. Fine then. It's his life anyway. I don't have the right. I don't have the choice. I truly wish them happiness. And I hope Dara can find hers too. Maybe... maybe, maybe I accept it. I have to. But it was hard. Yes, I accept it already. That there was no Daragon. But it was still so hard. It's hard to let go. It's hard to give up. There was one time, when I admit that Jiko is for real and that Daragon might just be another fan made ship, there spread the video on the party where GD held Dara's head towards him. It was so precious, that I don't know if I was happy or broken. Just when I was about to start to move on, then there the moment popped. It was uploaded one year after that party. I was totally like, "Why now?" because at that moment, I was about to give up Daragon, but then that video took me back and held Daragon back even though it was such a hurtful and useless act. I was stupid. Then when the break up between Se7en and Park Han Byul befallen, I realized something. Somehow, I realized, I think there was really a thing between them. But there is no forever. Everything ends. Even the longest relationship can end within just a click... within just a blink of an eye. It can change. Because nothing in this world is permanent. Of course, Daragon isn't an exception.
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Hayran KurguThey say there were five stages of grief. The first stage was denial. The second was anger. Third stage was bargaining. Fourth one was depression. And finally, the last stage was acceptance. And I think, for me, as a Daragon fan, I can finally say...
