Why Don't You Stay: KimChay Fanfic

Special Chapter 1: The Proposal(s)

Kim & Chay POV:

Porsche: Do you have the ring?

Chay: Yes.

Porsche: Are you sure that's the right suit?

Chay: He loves me in the color green.

Porsche: Are you sure you wanna give him the ring inspired by our mom's wedding ring?

Chay: Yes, he hates how she helped Korn. But, he understands that it wasn't her fault.

Porsche: You still haven't visited her.

Chay: I know she was trapped in a delusional state when she gave me to Korn. I know she was in that state when she hit me and told me she would never love me. I really do, but I don't feel like she's the mom I grew up with. The image you created in my head of her. The person I learned to love from you. It doesn't matter if I go visit her, because she'll never truly love me as her son. This ring is our mother being a part of this. Please, respect that.

Porsche: Fine, still can't believe you're getting married before me.

Chay: You're the one who keeps making Kinn wait for a date to "punish him."

Porsche: It's necessary. That man can get out of control without consequences. Especially after he figured out how to get me to sleep with him, when I'm supposed to be depriving him.

Chay: Don't remind me of that. I still feel like I need to talk to a professional after walking in on it.

I shudder at the very snippet of that memory coming to the forefront of my mind.

Porsche: Are you really ready to do this?

Chay: Beyond ready.
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Kim: I swear to you Kinn, the ring was in my left pocket.

Kinn: Did you check your right pocket?

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Kim: I'm losing my mind, clearly.

Kinn: If you're having doubts-

Kim: I'm losing my mind, because I'm panicking. Chay and I have been together for 6 years now. Yet, I'm acting like I'm confessing to him for the first time. As if I think he's going to reject me.

Kinn: You did it when you first started dating right? It's not that different of a feeling.

Kim: Technically, he confessed to me first.

Kinn: Then you now know how he felt.

Kim: You're being incredibly unhelpful.

Kinn: You need to relax. Focus on enjoying this moment with him. Once it's over, you want to remember all the happiness you felt during it. Not you conjuring the alter universe Porchay, where you two haven't been talking about your wedding for years.

Kim: That was by far your best get your shit together speech you've ever given me.

Kinn: I do what I can.

Kim: How do I look though? Be honest with me, do I look sexy enough?

Kinn: You're asking me to assess your sexiness level?

Kim: Kinn, you're who life has been judging men's sexiness. Do it for me?

Kinn: You're my brother. The only thing sexy about you in my eyes, is your bank account.

Kim: Hia just try to be objective.

I knew the moment I threw 'Hia' on the table, he would do what I asked. Man loves his older brother who stroked.