Water Drop

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 It has been 3 years...

Hi, my name is Chloe and today is the day that I'm ready to finally let go of my past...

At least I think so...?

Right now, I am standing alone on a platform right above the sea. Today it's 24 February the 3rd anniversary of Allison death. Every year the waves are so strong and big, a feeling of nostalgia filled my whole body, her smile, her sweet voice and...

her dead eyes that I can't just forget.

„Sorry Allison, I have to do this. It has been 3 years since I didn't change anything... I need to start life without you..." I muttered and I joined my hands in prayer. After it I opened my eyes I took out a bottle with an letter, I threw it into the sea and few little tears fell down on my cheek... That burning sensation in my chest every time I think about moving out is very troubling.... I know it's for my own good but I don't know if it's the right time, I don't know if there will ever be a perfect time for it....

„Allison I'm not ready yet... You promised me we will be forever together..." I said as I wiped off the tears. I sighed and took one deep breath... then another one, and another...As therapist advised me, I did some breathing exercises... it was just sad that I had to let her go, lost in my thoughts I was looking intensively at the waves of the sea. Suddenly someone catched my wrist holding it strong. I looked that way confused and saw a tall boy with black hair and blue eyes.

„What are you doing?" He asked irritated and I looked at him confused.

„What do you mean? I am theone who should ask that." I said and sighed... I didn't want to have any fights... but he still didn't let me go.

„Let me go!" I said mad trying to pull away his hand, the moment I managed to get my hand away from him I lost my balance falling backwards.... The boy tried to catch me, but it was too late.... my body fell into the water in a second.... I was overwhelmed by a strange feeling, like powerlessness. I know very well that getting out of such water was a miracle, and on top of that, the cold that freezes your body instantly....

I am going to... die?

It was the first question that popped up in my head... The freezing water embraced me so fast...At first the cold enveloped my whole body, but this did not happen for long, at one point the cold changed to warmth. Like a sea in a summer day, I guess there is biologicalterm for that situation, but I couldn't remember the name of it...I wanted to atleast try to swim to the surface, but it was not possible....  The waves wouldn't let me, as if they were telling me, it was time to say goodbye to the world. It started to be so painful... like someone ripped my neck apart, there was no way that I could go out of here alive. Slowly I opened my eyes just to see one last time the world even tho it all I saw was blurry darkness of the sea. I was sure that those were my last seconds but all of the sudden I heard someone jumping into the water, the strange light appeared making my eyes shut. I felt again those strong hands on both of my arms. I felt kind of bad for him, he's going to die here too. But if he's that stupid to think that he could help me I guess he bring this up to himself. As I was accepting my death suddenly, I felt warmth on my lips, like a fast smooth on them. Surprised I opened back my eyes just to see this boy close to my face. What just has happened...? Why in the world do I have to die near some pervert...? I wanted to react, but I started to feel nauseous... abandoning the last hope of surviving I opened my mouth making water fulfill me, I don't know why but I felt like I could breathe under the water, but it didn't matter my body was too weak to do anything with that information... with no time to think about it, I fainted.