"Okay. I trust you". A Kian Lawley & Sam Pottorff story

Chapter 12.

**Sam's P.O.V**

I kissed Aria. I don't know why I did, but I did. I guess I felt so bad over what Eric did.. I don't know. I was stupid. I just got Billy to forgive me, then I do that. But, after I did it, I didn't regret it. The kiss was amazing. Maybe even better than the one with Billy. So, I kissed her again. And again. I would have continued too, if Kian didn't come in. Luckily, he didn't see anything. I just went right home after.

Over the last couple days, Aria and I decided to keep this going. I knew it was wrong. I just wanted both girls, but I knew I couldn't. It hurt Aria when I had to be with Billy, and I knew Billy was suspicious of why Aria and I are together so much. I had to end it with one of them, but I wasn't sure which one I wanted more..

"Why don't you just break up with her already?!" Aria asked snapping me out of my thoughts. She told me she wanted me to come over this morning before Kian got back from Trevors, where he stayed the night, so we could talk.

"I can't. I really like you, but I like her too, Aria." It was true. Making this decision will be insanely hard. I wish I wouldn't have done this. Now, I'm going to have to hurt people, which I hate doing. Especially Aria and Billy.

"Well, you're going to make up your mind! The longer this goes on, the worse it's going to be for her to find out!"

"I know. But, I just don't know what to do." I sighed, thinking over all the things I could do. I told Aria I would see her later, kissed her cheek and walked home.

At school, I barely saw Aria. I texted her during lunch to see where she was, but she was in class finishing some homework. I hadn't seen Billy or Kian all day, and I was about to text them, when my phone went off. It was Kian.

"Hello?"

"You dick."

"What?!" I asked. What is he talking about?!

"Cheating on Billy with my sister. She knows! She heard everything you guys said this morning. Everything.. You know where I am? I'm with her. She was crying her eyes out this morning, so I stayed with her. She's asleep now, so I called you. I thought you might still care a little about her." I was shocked. She knows.

I was about to reply, then I realized he already hung up. I felt terrible. Why do I keep hurting the people I care most about?

**Kians P.O.V.**

After I got off the phone with Sam, I walked back into Billys room. She was still asleep. I sat down on her beanbag chair and pulled out my phone. I took a quick picture of Billy and laughed quietly. She was so cute when she sleeps. I then checked Twitter and listened to music until she woke up.

"Kian?"

"Yeah, Billy?"

"Thanks again." She smiled after. It was funny how much this meant to her. I was happy to do it. Just to see her smile. Her big smile that made her dimple visible. The smile That made her green eyes light up. The smile that I loved.

"It's honestly no big deal..." I said returning the smile.

It was quiet for awhile. "Wanna watch a movie?" I asked.

"Yeah, Sure! Sorry for the way I look right now by the way.."

I looked her. I still thought she was as gorgeous as ever. She had her hair up and had taken off her makeup. I'm guessing that's why she said it. "You're still beautiful.." I said quietly, but she still heard me.

"So, what movie do you wanna watch?" We were downstairs in her basement with a bunch of pillows and blankets.

"Doesn't matter to me. Do you like scary or comedy better?"

"I like comedies better." she replied.

"Okay." I went over to her shelf with all her movies while she put everything on the floor. I began to watch her as she made a bed. There was just something about the way she did things. It sounds weird, I know. But, I found myself staring at her.

"You okay....?" She asked.

"Uh, yeah." I replied quickly.

"So, what movie are we watching?" I then realized I hadn't picked out a movie.

"Uhhh, this one!" I pulled out a random movie from the shelf and walked back to her.

When I gave it to her, she gave me a weird look. "You want to watch my baby video?" Uhoh. Is that really what I chose?!

"Uh, yeah! Why not?" I replied chucking.

Her baby videos were the cutest things I have ever seen. The first clip was her with curly blonde hair singing Madonna. She said she was about three then. After, It was her in the bath when she was two. Billy insisted on skipping that part. There were about 6 different clips. But, it was the last one that got me. It was her and her dad.

"Billy, I'm moving." I felt Billy cuddle in closer to me for this part.

"Where are we going, daddy?" A little Billy asked, looking confused. I felt so bad. I couldn't watch more of this. Why would they keep this?! I got up and turned it off.

"I'm sorry....." I said.

"It's okay. Thank you for doing that." She.got up and hugged me. I couldn't help but feel so lucky. Even though she wasn't mine, I felt like she was at this very moment. I needed her to be. I couldn't right now, especially after what happened with Sam. I just needed to enjoy this moment with her in my arms. This is how it should be.

"So, what do you wanna watch now?"