Loved by.... strangers? ( Poly Bl)

Chapter 4 First touch

( there's gonna be some bad parenting or maybe a little depressing. I don't know how to put it but if you don't like, u can skip it love. I will tell you when this part is over. Thank you)

                           Alex pov

I look around, not knowing what to do.

I try to look as far as I could but the only thing I was seeing was....Darkness.

No matter where I go, where I run, it's following me...

I quickly take a sharp turn, my breathing becomes quicker, the sound of my heart beating becomes louder, so loud that I can hear it.

As I was running, I continue to hear voices.

You're useless!!

You're a little piece of shit!!

Stop your this crying, your voice annoys me!!

I wish I killed you before you were born!!

Why don't you just die!!!

I look around in the darkness. Tears started to flow down my face as I stop and fall to my knees.

" No please-e.... I'm sorry-y... please forgive-e me-e...." I said as more tears started to flow but the voices didn't stopped.

You should die.

You don't deserve this life!!

Just die!!

Die!!

Die!!

Die!!

" No.... please stop!!"

I said as I cover my ears with my hands tightly, wanting not to hear all this.

Suddenly everything went silent.... Completely silent....

I look up just to meet with my mother. She look at me with disgust.

" Mom-m..."

I said as she walked towards me and knee down.

I regret giving birth to you, you're nothing but a " BURDEN " for me...

As soon as I heard those words, my mind stopped working.

My body become numb as I look at her with broken heart. But before anything could happen, the darkness come near me and quickly covered me, more like consuming me.

( All right guys, it's all done. This part is over.)

I open my eyes and quickly sit up. I look around in panic.

I'm in my room, the alarm was ringing nonstop who knows for how long. I rub my eyes but felt something wet, then I realize that I have been crying in my sleep.

I sigh and get up. This is now pretty normal for me, the day my " parents" left me, I'm always getting nightmares.

Sometimes they become so horrible that after waking up, I go into depressed phase. I don't even have energy to get up sometimes.

I did my morning routine then walk towards school.
I enter the hallway and went towards my locker.

I took out my books and start to head to my first class but I feel like someone is staring at me.

I try to shake off the feeling and enter the class. I look around to look for an empty seat and also found it at the back with window.

Perfect... Looks like today's my lucky day.