Summer Of Broken Hearts.

chapter 23

Two weeks pass by, I have been talking with Lukas and his sister as the couple that runs with them. I miss my little running group. I talk to Kevin, he seems pretty happy and his things with Søren goes smoothly.

I text Otto, but he seems not answer any of my text. I spend most of my weeks, surrended by books, coffee, and sometimes hikes, when I have a free time. I open my Spanish course, I started to gave some classes, and Cara was on holidays.

Sarah was in Roma with Cillian, couple holidays, so except from Monday, I was littlery lonely. I wasn't bother by lonlines, I guess, I am used to it to be lonly.

Two weeks later Cara come back, August was going to end, and I was finally free for a long weekend, thank god for bank holiday, it is very handy to have three days. An unknown number has been calling most of my morning. I could pick up , but something was telling me I have to pick up. I took a deep breath. I remuve on my screen the green dot .

" hello?" I can hear someone deep breathing, " hello?"

" Marta?, marta is it you?" Said the other voice, the persone from the other side seems worried.

" yes, this is Marta, whom am I talking?"

" it is Søren"

" oh Søren, how are..." being interrumpted by him.

" is it Otto with you?"

" Otto?, no, it has been almost a month that he doesn't answer my text." I said annoyed," I don't know nothing from him since the day you guys left ireland".

" lot!!" I heart, Søren sound it frustated.

" it is everything OK?" I was scare, Søren frustation, click in my head. I felt like something really bad happens to Otto.

" he has being almost a month disappeared, he doesn't pick my calls, from anybody, and I can find him anywhere..." he begaing to be loud. Very loud, I tried to take a deep breath, I didn't know what really to say to calm down, but even myself I felt that Otto, did a stupidity and now has everyone sick worried.

" Søren first thing slow down, and breath, second don't yell me"

" I am not yelling you" yelling again.

" Søren you are freaking out and you are getting loud"

" am i?" Trying to breath, " I am sorry"

" look, how about If I come this weekend, and I help you to find Otto, how that sound?"

" can you do that?"

Can I do that?. Of course I can bloody do that, I was worried first time that I hear that he disappeared and not pick up the phone, I was concerned that our last argument he decided to do something stupid, very stupid.

I looked for the cheapest flights to Copenhagen, it was Friday, so was good because the only flight was at five, so it was good for me, after work I just have the presice time to get in the airport and fly.

I went to the gym, I did some climbing and then I went to swim, I couldn't get over it to think how Otto did disappear. Why he wasn't picking up Søren calls. I mean, I would understand if it was me. But Søren?.

One side of me felt guilty. After all I guess I put too many excuses to avoid to say, I love you. But the other side was rather just run. I mean I know hast been five months since everything happens. I still hurt, but it scares me the most was betrayment. I have been betrayed by someone who I genualy loved, I was too scare that would happens again. My worst feeling it was that some how... some how I was hurting also Otto.