Summer Of Broken Hearts.

chapter 15

I don't know at what time we went to sleep. All I remeber, is him at my door, necked, and then we kissed.- no big deal girl!!- said my little demon. I look the other side I see Otto. I turn arround like nothing happens, I turn arround again and now I am looking the door.

Something in my head alarms me. Otto and I in the same bed. I have no pants, but I still have my panties.- shit, shit, shit- my head back to spin, I turn arround, there he was like an angel. So dam perfect. And my question now is. what in the actuall fuck happens Marta, what the hell did you do?.

I am freaking out, I never freak out like this, I never ever let someone that I invite in my home before to sleep with me. I mean, I have no inconvinient at all, but if I truly now the persone. I am trying to leave the bed, I walk slowly trying not to wake him up.

" good morning" he said while I am reaching the door. I turn real quick to him, my head can hold anymore the question. I still freaking out.

" good morning" I said" tell me do you remember a thing from yesterday?" I asked. My anxiety it is reaching the point of I want to throw, I need to know if there were sex here.

" we just kiss, and then we spent reading, till fall asleep" his face seems confused.

I am trying to remeber. I look my night table next to my left side of the bed. There was a book.- we just kiss, it is all good, it is just a kiss, calm down Marta you didn't cross the line- said my angel, like if right now weren't such a big deal.

" ok, ok..." I muttered.

" are you Ok?" He leave the bed and walks through me .-oh dear he still in boxes, breath, breath, breath, breath...- say my subsconcient.

" yeah, I just felt comfuss." I said trying to avoid both voices in my head." Coffee??"

" sure" he pass me. He went to the guest room. I was hopping from him to cover up a bit. I still confuss and same time relived. Nothing happens in between us, just a kiss, I can deal with it, no biggy right Marta. I told myself while I was preparing coffee.

There weren't more words to exchange in between Otto and I, specially about last night. I still a bit confuss.

" we can go to the theater!!, I have a friend who is actually doing acting, I would like to visit him. Do you want to come?" He said, to broke the silence in between us.

" ok" I said. Theater. I thought, it has been ages since I went to the theater. I was actually curious, how the theaters here does look like, I was a bit curious about it. I went to my room, I was looking something to wear. I don't have clear what really to wear. He came behind of me and pull a dress. I saw how he pull it. " oh, I forgot that I packed that as well" looking a simple black dress that I bought a year a go in H&M.

He got looking at me. He was surprise that I have a dress. Overall, because he just see me with jeans. I grab it and put it back to the place, I didn't said anything, I just hide it.

" are you not going to wear it?" Impress about my action.

" nah, I will look like a wale!!" Looking what to wear.

" now I am curious" pulling it out again.

" stop messing arround, Otto please, could you leave it, where it was? Thanks" i said laughting nervously.

" but I want to see it on you" acting like a kiddo.

" well, not this time sorry"

He grabs my hands, and turn me to him, we were looking each other. I don't know what I am feeling, but it is getting my nerves . I am seeing thouse little fires on his eyes again. Next thing he gave me the dress, and sat down on my bed.