Summer Of Broken Hearts.

chapter 19

Monday.

I hate my life. I slept in my bed, something to anoted. I woke up at five, I took my coffee and I make some breakfast. I did a short mobility workout. I dress up and I put my bag ready to work. I prepare something quick and then some normal clothes after pilates class of today.

Same story tonthe shop, if there was some change the shop was hell right now. Summer in ireland it isn't hot. But if we open oven, prover and toaster. And also our ventilation doesn't work well, we rost. Everytime I feel that I need a shower after work.

Cara was happy to have me again, she was explaining me that the guy I managed to bring in our store, from another store seems a total cataclysm for her. Luckly I don't have more holidays till Christmas, but I still have that wierd feeling. We talk about Denmark, I show the photos. I explain every single adventure. But I know that Cara isn't silly, she just like play silly.

" so Otto, you right?, tell more about him?" She said putting both hands on her face, with intentions of a good story.

" we met in a cafe shop, I grab one of his book, I didn't understand nothing..blah,blah... he show me the whole contry, ... blah, blah... " all I did was talk about Otto and me.

" and how is he, as how he tried you?" She was listening to me, like if I was explaining the most wonderful love story of my life. She just was listening to me and sometimes was either laughting or asking me.

" he is charming, funny, smart....blah,blah.."

" is he good kisser?"

I got in silence, I remembered the times we kissed, I can feel that nude on my stomach, I can still remember that feeling of floating on a clown and forget the world. " yes, he us a good kisser"

" so, am I going to know him soon?" Her face was full of excitement. I felt like a drop on my stomach.

" unfortunately, he is in Denmark, I don't think he will come here" getting my eyes on the papers.

" do you like him?"

" I never told him, but somehow he was the only persone who make me forget my own myseri. "

" so did you told him?"

" no"

" why not?"

" it is complicated"

Cara got looking my down, she grab my hand and shake it.

" you didn't do nothing wrong. She just walk away, because she could not bare that she doesn't love you anymore, and you somehow in two weeks, bump with someone, that for onces makes you feel, that girl that you used to be... so next time, you drag him here. So I can meet him"

Cara's speech wasn't that different than Søren. I feltnfor a while lost, Otto was just helping me to put it everything on place.

The week pass fly, the store still equally or more warmer. I finally manage to meet Sara, who finally is excites to see me after two weeks without me. We met in riots pub we were outside. Drinking, an at some point we went the Celts, drinking and dancing.

Suddently a familiar face was at the end of the bar, I was going to the toilet. When I saw Kevin coming from there.

"Marta!!" He yells of happiness. I froze for a moment, and suddenly I felt the happiest girl on earth. I run to Kevin I jump over him like a little kid hopping her father hold up on her. I expect Kevin be strong, but we both end up on the floor, dropping beer on the floor. I still euphoric because my Danish girlyman came to visit me.

I help Kevin to get up, since I was the one who I make him fall on the floor, and I was the one who fall with him as well.

After that I turn to Søren and Otto, who saw me drop the whole amount of pints on the floor. I can see their face was meaning don't dare waste beer. I brought them to Sara a and present them.

We were drinking dancing, talking laughting till the pub close. Sara grab the bus to home since hers was close . Meanwhile I wait for mine. Søren was dancing and drag me with him while I still waiting mine.

My bus arrived and I huge Søren and Kevin I remember that Kevin was insisting, text the onces I am in home. I hop on in the bus, I said good bye from the window. During my travel from the bus, I felt Otto distant. I was wondering what did I do wrong. Maybe because I gave him hopes, did he might misunderstand me. Inwas checking my photos with him I could somehow stop to smile like a silly. Twenty stops latter I text Kevin.

<< I am in home, safe and sound>>