I woke up next to Otto. I played with golden curls, while I was also following the siluet of his face with my hand. He just hug me tighter to him to make sure I am not bothering him, nor moving.
I looked the day. Sunday. I was surprise how time pass by so quickly, it was Friday when I arrived looking for him with Søren, it was sartuday, when we got caught on our business and we went in double date. Sunday, I knew exactly that I have to end things in Ireland, for good.
It isn't because I hate the contry, no at all. But myblife makes more sense here in Denmark with Otto. I know leaving Ireland is also leaving behing my only best friend in the contry. I wish, things where different, I wish I find someone in ireland and be able to do things with Sara and that persone. But life it isn't always as we think.
Otto wokes up, he looked at my face and then began to kiss me. " what are you thinking?" He Saif to close to my face and back to kiss me.
" nothing important" I wispered.
" why do I feel there's something?" Complaning, " why we can be here?, what do I need to do to make you stay " complaining again.
" nothing, I just have to close things in ireland" I explain.
" you are running again." Said annoyed and walk to get some clothes.
" I am not running, Otto "
" yes, you are"
" I am not, I need to finished to close some things and come back, so we can be here" I said.
" for real" looking at me like the sky just open to him.
" for real, baby I am not running, but some paper thing I have to do it there" I walk to him, I tried to get closer, bit I know he can get real pissed, he was being vulnerable. " I am serious" I put my hands on his faces, and I just force a bit him to get closer so I could kiss him.
" are you coming back, after whatever you do in ireland?" Muttered.
" I will be right here, after all the things get done" I wispered again.
" don't play with me please" he beg wispering.
" I am not playing"
We spend in movies and walks Sunday, I knew he wasn't really happy that I am going for a time, but if I want to do things right, I have to start to move.
Monday hit, I woke up Otto was sleeping, I dress up myself and I was going to order a taxi, I tried to do less noise so I would not wake him up. I guess, I fail in that mission, he wokes up, and appears after me dress up. " Coffee?" While I am preparing some.
" please" closing the door of his room, he came to me and hug me by my hips, he was kissing my neck, and I was trying to not lose myself in that moment.
" do you want some milk?" While I put a little kiss on his head.
" no" complain.
" black as it is then" I give his mug, I kiss him on his lips I sat down on a chair looking the views from his window, he sat down next to me. He still not saying anything, but I can feel he already is down.
" it is going to be a couple of weeks" cherring up." And then I will back, and you won't realise it, because when you do, I will be here" I put my hand on his back and begain to go up and down. He look on his mug and keep looking his cup of coffee.
After that he drove me to the airport. We got inside, and walk all the way till security. I look for a briefly moment on his face. He was nervous and anxious, he felt real the fact that I have to go back ireland. We were in front of security border, I look at him, and grab his two hands, I can feel he doesn't want to look at me.
" hey, I will come back, I promess " I said while I am playing with his hand.
He still not saying anything, he just tried to lose his eyes some where else. I kiss him, while I am hugging him, I still touching his lips with mine. Until we separated. I put a little smile, and I walk to security. I can feel he is frozen there. I am seeing him getting off, like if something from him just switch off.
I cross the brother, and know there where a couple of hours to till I am in ireland. Before to board to the plain I text Søren.
<< hi Søren,
Can you take care of Otto while I am away for a time?>>
<< what happens now?>>
<< I need to finished some business in ireland and in a month or two I will back to Denmark, can you take care of Otto while I am out?>>
<< are you going to come back?>>
<< yes, I will>>
<< do you promess?>>
<< I promess>>
<<OK, I take care of him>>
<< I'll let you know what day I am coming so we can give him a surprise>>
<<sure>>
I was in the plane when I finished my conversation with Søren, I was looking throught the window. Three hours of flight till ireland .
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