53. In Midst Of Silence

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The nights are filled with silence
And in midst of silence, I think of you
I say your name like it's the only word my mind knows
My each breathe is in hope for it to be true what I'd supposed

I go insane when I put us together in a dream
When realized the probability for it to be true, my insides scream
I think of our seperation as something inevitable
But I secretly wish for us to be together

I consider us together as long as I ain't sober
I hallucinate about us in fall, in the month of october
My soul breaks as glass does and shatter to pieces
My heart aches but my love for you increases

I reach for the darkest corner inside my heart
And find his magical eyes displayed as an art
I don't sleep the night and think about his eyes
I let his thoughts devour me and in process, my soul dies

I don't let myself be sober, be aware of this separation
I fantasize about us and be delusional
In midst of silence, I love him more than I'll ever show
I breathe in hope for him to be happy more than he'll ever know

~written by shalini~

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