Midnight Poetry

88. I'm So In Love

I'm afarid that I might love you so much
That I want to cry myself to sleep
I'm afraid that I might love you so much
That I would kill for you, even myself

I'm so in love that I'll say the sky is red
If that's your favorite color
I'm so in love that I'll dance on streets
To purposely embarrass myself

And let the world know of how much chaos,
You cause inside me when I look at you
I'm unsure if we'll ever even be in the same room
But my love for you, darling, is like how flowers bloom

I'm so in love that I didn't notice when sun went down
And sky changed from blue to black
I didn't knew the moon was up in the sky
I'm so in love, I'm always drunk, always high

I'm afarid if I'll ever be able to
Tell you of my true genuine feelings
Because living with you in my dreams
Is easier than to face rejection

So that is why, even though I love you to death
And chant your name before every breath
I cry myself to sleep every night
And I wish I could have you within my sight

I'm so in love with you
Darling, I don't care about anything else but you
Yes, I'm so in love, so drunk and high
I would think only of you and cry

~written by shalini~