Vanilla

Vanilla: Chapter 71

"So when were you planning on telling me.... Or were you going to just wait the full nine months and tell me as your giving birth."

She look down and fidget, she sit on the edge of the bed with her small legs hanging off not quit touching the carpeted floor. Her heart race as Aubrey pace the floor in front of her, he just got home after hours of her being home. He had his whole security team including himself out looking for her and he had been worried sick, him and everyone in the house thought she was dead or kidnapped..or both.

"you had me out there looking for you. YOU HAD ME SEARCHING! Do you know what its like to have to search for someone that you think is dead? its pretty fucking hard sunny, especially if that's the person your dedicating your life too!"

She flinched a bit when he yelled but she kept her eyes on her fingers as they twitched and messed with each other in her lap. Her legs still shook and her head still hurt, her breathing was still constricted and her throat still felt swollen and him yelling wasn't making it any better. But she didn't say a word.

"and you cant even look at me, you cant even move your eyes from your fucking fingers to look at me. how long have you known sunny? ..... LOOK AT ME!"

She flinched again but slowly raised her eyes that were filled with horror, she was scared and he didn't seem to understand that. A child was just as scary for her as it was to him but yet he didn't understand that, seeing him made her heart jump, it was the wrong time but damn he looked sexy when he was mad. He scuffed and ran a hair over his recently cut hair

"You knew this whole time, after the night in New York you knew because you went to the bathroom to take your pill. And let me guess...you didn't take the damn pill?"

"i ran-"

"you ran away is what you did! for what sunny...for what?"

"i was scar-"

"IM SCARED TOO! DON'T YOU SEE THAT! IM SCARED TO FUCKING DEATH BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD FOR ONE, I THOUGHT THE WOMEN IM SUPPOSED TO MARRY, WHOSE HOLDING MY CHILD AT THAT WAS FUCKING DEAD......I'm scared too...but that is no reason, No Reason, to run. You ran from me."

"Ran from you....RAN FROM YOU?"

That was it, she couldn't just sit there and let him yell at her any longer, she had just as much rights as he did if not more.

"I DIDN'T RUN FROM YOU AUBREY! YOU WEREN'T EVEN IN THE GOD DAMN HOUSE! LAST THING I RECALL WAS YOU WERE OUT AT A STRIP CLUB WITH AN UNLIMITED SUPPLY OF NAKED GIRLS THAT THROW THEMSELVES AT YOU! SO DON'T EVEN TELL ME I RAN FROM YOU!"

He stepped back a few steps when she stood on her feet, her legs trembled under her weight but this time she didn't care. She would much rather fall to her knees before sitting back down and feeling weak, she hated feeling as if she lost and she hated the feeling as if she was the lesser weaker person. She hated the submissive feeling unless she was being dominated sexually, but even that made her a bit uncomfortable.

"i asked you if-"

"IF I WANTED TO JOIN YOU! IF I WANTED TO COME TO A STRIP CLUB! IM YOUR FUCKING FIANCE AUBREY!"

Now it was his turn to be quiet, he looked down at her with his brows furrowed lightly as a few tears fall from her eyes. Now, Now he was finally seeing that she was hurt and scared, it just took tears that's all. Which for the record is pretty stupid if you couldn't see she was upset without seeing her cry, "im desperate and i need you because im hurt and broken" was pretty much written on her forehead.

"You left me here Aubrey, so don't even say, don't even think...that i ran because of you."

Her shaking intensified a bit as her nervousness grew more, she was scared. She was nervous. She was hurt. A moment like this is when she needed him to hold her and kiss her and tell her everything would be okay but at the same time she didn't even want to look at him. he grabbed her arm as she begin to walk out of the door

"where are you going now?"

"Me and Mason will be sleeping somewhere else for the night."

"who the fuck is Mason?"

She stopped walking and stood there for a long couple of seconds before taking a deep breath and continuing to walk until she reached the front door

"Mason is your son."

"how do you know hes a boy? Babies can change genders at anytime they want until they have been in the womb for at least 6 months, you haven't even been pregnant for two weeks."

She sighed out and pinched the bridge of her nose

"A mother knows Aubrey.....a mother knows."

With that she walked out of the house slamming the door harder then needed but she didn't care, she had to get out of there because if she didn't she was going to throw up. She sat in her car crying for a few minutes before actually leaving the estate, she did it. She told him, exactly what mason and Rex wanted her to do. They said she would feel much better after she told him, they said she would go back to being happy but here she was now crying her eyes out, feeling even worse and feeling just a little bit more broken..