My Professor × Lover [fayeyoko]

chapter 12: Fading Colors

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Yoko's POV

I woke up really pretty early because I want to run away from this woman who's sleeping beside me.

I removed her arms that was hugging my body while my tears are falling from my cheeks. I stand up and walk straight to my closet and pack my things.

As I pack my things up the flash back of seeing Faye was genuinely happy with Lux yesterday night. I saw it at Charlotte post and when Faye got home and she woke me up I saw a lipstick stained at her lower cheeks, I didn't mind it because I'm tired from crying when before Faye got home, I cried because I saw Charlotte post and It broke me into a pieces because I know Faye was still left a love for Lux. I knew it since the day when Lux asked her if she still love her, I knew it but I still hold into her knowing that she really love me even we still don't know what relationship we have.

We committed to each other but she have another.

Her greatest love came back so I need to move back to let them continue the story they want to be back.

I need to accept this because the relationship between me and faye was just nothing other than Professor and a student.

I love Faye so much but I need to leave her to save her from risking all of her fro me. I don't want to make her life miserably because of me so I'm letting her go.

— As I'm done packing my things and wore my coat to get ready from leaving her.

I lastly look at her with my eyes full of love, sincerity and at the same time full of sadness for leaving her. This is the best way for both of us.

While I look at her my tears wasn't stopping from falling.

I let out of deep sigh and continue leaving her, I didn't face her again when I got out of my apartment.

I called our driver who's staying at the rest house to pick me up because I'll stay there and won't let Faye know where I was.

It's monday today and we have a class but I won't come to school and I'll turn off any of my social media accounts to rest from the society.

When we arrived at the rest house The sun was already set and our maids help me with my things to place it at my room and to waste my time to reduce boredom I just decided to sleep but our maid called me because she prepare my favorite breakfast which is caramelized pork and friend rice with lot of garlic and onions and pair with hot milk. I miss this because it's been a while since I ate breakfast.

Our maids here and drivers was close to mine since I was kind to them and they are also like a family to me.

I went down stairs and went to the dining area, I sat at my seat and invite them to eat with me but they said they already ate So i eat alone. AGAIN.

It's just only a few hours but I already miss Fays but I need to control this and to move on from her since she find her way back home.

Well I'm just someone who's a rebound I guess? hahaha but it's ok I don't care I still have a lot of girls at the University.

oui speaking of university, I won't leave there until the 3 months end because duh I want to focus to my study not on my professor plus I need to ace this to proved to my grandparents that I'm the chosen one to be the heir of their businesses.