A/N: I feel like I owe you guys an explanation as to why I haven't updated the fic in so long... Honestly, I have been struggling a lot for the past few months. I'm not going to go into full details but I kept making excuses by telling my friends that I'm just on writer's block. And maybe I am. Maybe not. But I have been struggling badly mentally and whenever I sat down to write it felt like something heavy was on my head and I couldn't focus. I wanted to write, I have read comments on here and on Wattpad, asking me to update and I promise I will soon. I've been feeling a lot better than I was feeling so I'll start working on updates and fuck, I'm so sorry to say this but I can't promise I'll be able to give daily updates. I'm genuinely so sorry to all my readers for having to wait months and months before they're able to read another chapter :( I love all of you who stick around despite me taking such a long time to update. I was originally planning to update it during the study break week I got in uni but I just couldn't get myself to sit down and write. but I'll be updating this week and try to give you guys triple updates for the months I have gone without updating. And if you guys want to ever check out my finished fics and socmeds, you can follow me on Twitter. @//0YONGB0K0 Ily <3
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"Mom?" Felix turned around to look at the woman who was behind him. His heart was beating rapidly as he looked her up and down.
He didn't know what he had expected his biological mother to look like. He had always remembered her as an elegant woman, but she looked haggard and tired now. She looked too old for her age.
"Felix, my baby. I've missed you so much," the woman reached out to hug her son but Felix flinched away. "No, don't call me that!" Felix exclaimed as he stepped away from her reach.
"But why? You're my son?" the woman pouted, a sad expression colouring her face.
"If I'm your son, where were you all these days? I felt abandoned, Mom. And to make fucking things worse, you texted my friend instead of reaching out to me directly," Felix teared up.
"I did reach out to you but you never replied to me, Felix
"Look, I can explain, Felix. Please listen to me. Just give me about an hour to explain everything," his mom smiled sadly and Felix sighed, hanging his head low.
"What do you say, Felix?" her voice sounded hopeful.
Felix wanted to scream and tear his hair off his head. He was feeling so many mixed emotions that it was suffocating.
"Fine... I don't want to hear any excuses," Felix sighed, giving in. His mom might have left him but she was still his mother and he yearned for her love.
"Sure, come on. Let's sit down. Do you want anything to drink?"
"No, please. Just get to the point," Felix shakes his head. He wants to be done with it as fast as he can. He wants to hear what kind of lame excuse his mom was going to give him for leaving and he wants to know why she thought the only way she could reach him was by questioning his sexual orientation.
"Okay, so... Do you remember the day I left?" she started, and Felix scoffed. Of course, he remembered; he remembered that day better than he remembered what he had for breakfast this morning.
"Yeah, the day you abandoned me?" Felix rolled his eyes as he glanced at the woman who was his so-called 'biological mother'.
"No, I didn't abandon you. I-" Felix stopped her before she could continue. "I said... NO excuses...!"
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Hyunjin got out of the little corner cafe' with a cup of coffee in hand as he made his way to Felix's studio. He had expected the younger to call or text him but he has been radio silent since he left with Seungmin last night.
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Fanfiction"Your dad will fire me if he found out we fucked" Felix is a photographer who works with models from his father's fashion company from time to time. Usually, his father's models weren't permanent until his father brought in Hyunjin, who had never mo...
