How can people do it?
I don't get it.
How can they live their life without the fear of failing?
Teach me.
How can people eat with no regrets?
How can they feel valuable even if that day they didn't workout?
Teach me.
It's like living in a nightmare, I can't see the light.
I never see the light.
Everything is black and this darkness is also inside of me.
I used to be happy, I used to love myself.
I don't know when I stopped.
Suddenly everything was a nightmare and I don't know how to wake up.
Teach me.
I used to think I was enough but only now I know I am not.
But why? Why?
'Cause I am tired of never feeling enough, my soul is tired and everything inside of me is black.
Because people gave me black, people I loved gave me black, my mind gave me black.
Nobody cares about how I feel...neither do I.
And suddenly everything I thought I knew was a mistery. Even myself.
-Bella X.
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The secret diary of a broken soul
ŞiirI just talk about my feelings, cuz I feel everything too much and too deeply. I wanna heal people through my poetry and make people feel understood
