Bound by Desire (A BDSM Story of a Professor and his Student)

CHAPTER XXXII: SPECIAL SOMEONE

As Silas promised our gifts arrived two days before New Year's Eve. I opened mine and to my surprised it is the new iPhone! I immediately called Silas to thank him for his gift.

My brothers are really spoiling me, and I love it! I will just bring the gifts of Silas and Gael at New Year's Eve since the Monroes invited us to celebrate it with them.

Gael is still busy even though it is the holiday season, so I understand if we rarely see each other and of course we are in our hometown everybody knows us, so we are both being careful.

I just can't believe that his father accepted me and he likely approved our so called "relationship". I just brush the thoughts about us, regarding our status. As long as we are both happy I think label is not important, but it would be nice if we have but then again I am also scared that if I demanded for one, Gael might leave me.

But really what is my true feelings with Gael? I remembered that day in his classroom, he said that we should not get our feelings involved, but I was stupid enough to not listen about that warning. I had fallen for guys before, only to have my emotions fizzle out like a dying spark.

However I know we have something that we know we can't deny anymore, we told each other we will figure it out together, but for me I long figured it out already.

As I continued to spend time with Gael I realized that this was different. There was a depth our connection that I couldn't ignore anymore. Our simple conversations about everything and nothing, sharing laughter and secrets, I found myself feeling more alive.

As we continue to be together my feelings for Gael only grew stronger, I even decided to end our contract because I already knew I was falling in love but he did not let me go and as time pass by my feelings for him only grew stronger.

I loved the way he made me laugh, the way he supported me, the way he told me how proud he is and the way he challenged me to be my best self. I loved the way he held my hand, the way he looked at me with adoration in his eyes, and the way he whispered in my ear.

But it wasn't just the grand gestures that drew me in. It was the small, everyday moments that made me feel like I am always safe and to be honest I never felt this way before.

We had always been cautious, of course we should be off limits to one another but to be honest when I am with him I felt like I could be myself without fear of judgment or rejection.

One thing I learned from his is trust, that all through out my life I've been missing it. Since my parents were controlling over my life, I lost my trust to people that I usually do the things I need to do alone. That's maybe one of the reason why I don't make friends easily.

Speaking of friends I missed them. Even Liam. It is so sad that I lost him, but of course I can't forget what he did. If we are not both submissive, and if Riley did not choose Aaron over me, will I still have them in my life? I took a deep breath as I continue to think everything here while I am here in a very cozy cafe downtown.

The cafe door opened and to my surprised it was Gael and behind him is a woman. Gael was surprised to see me there too but before we two can talk the woman was already waving her hands at me.

"Samantha!" She waved as she come near my table, I titled my head behind and looked at Gael who is now walking towards us

I looked back at the girl, she has a blue eyes and long blonde hair that dances as she walks towards me.

"Hello, do I know you?" I asked but my attention is still with Gael, and why he is with this woman, she laughed and looked at me

"I am Selena. Selena Seneca, you can't remember me? I live in this town as well before going to France when I was eighteen!" She said I looked at her confused, I really can't remember her