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Chapter 38

JIN'S POV 

I lay in my bed imagining Namjoon's face as he stares at half naked people dancing. I remember the way he looked at Hobi earlier when he came to the pool.

I bet he wants someone sexy like that really. I am a lot of things but sexy isn't one of them.

I need a distraction. I've already showered and shaved, I lookover my bio project and make some notes but the thought of having to see Yoongi again makes me feel uneasy so I stop. I grab my phone to call Hobi. It rings until it goes to voicemail.

Oh shit, he had that new job. I'm such a shitty friend for forgetting. I text him to tell him I was just bored, I know if I don't he'll see the missed call and sneak off to call me back and I'll probably end up getting him fired.

I open my bedside drawer and pull out my book. If Namjoon didn't want to keep me company I knew Alpha Killian would.

I lose track of time reading about the ultimate Alpha male that would do anything for his mate.

I sigh realising how nice it must be to be a werewolf in that world, where you are predestined to end up with the absolute perfect person for you. Never having to struggle or worry if they're the one. Being able to be so free and just give into your animal instincts.

As the chapter I'm reading becomes more saucy I reach down into my pyjama shorts and decide to finish what Namjoon started.

As the pleasure builds I reach under my bed and get the green bag. I remember how Namjoon told me I'm not allowed to use my vibe anymore but he was too busy watching people shake their arses in his face to stop me so fuck him.

I start slow wanting to savour the pleasure. I became acutely aware of my surroundings as I turn on the familiar buzz. It sounds louder than I remember so I turn up the volume on the TV to cover it.

I hear Namjoon's door open and stop. Shit. He really did have crap timing.

I wait to see if he's going to come in here but I hear his TV turn on.

I just lay there staring at the ceiling. I've been wound up and let back down a lot today. I start to feel dirty at the way I desire a release so badly.

Its stupid, I know its natural but I just do. I don't want this vibe anyway. I want him. I want to see his pleasure too.

Just as I'm about to put it away Namjoon walks through the bathroom into my room.

"Jin I need to tell you som-"

He stops, looking at my hand.

Shit, caught red handed. Okay more caught pink giant vibrator in my handed.

"I was just putting it away, I didn't use it."

Why am I telling him this? I don't need to explain myself to him.

"Don't."

"What?" I gulped.

"Don't put it away... Use it."

I lay still as Namjoon walks over and folds over the blanket that covers my bottom half.

The only light in the room emanates from the TV. It bounces of Namjoon's body as his hands slide up my legs onto my shorts. He grabs them and slowly pulls them down. He stops half way down my thighs leaving them there and allowing me some coverage.

He pulls the chair from my dressing table to the corner of my bed and sits in it with the perfect view of my whole body.

"Start."

I'm so turned on by his alpha presence right now. I didn't know how much I wanted to see this side of him. The side that desired me.

I turn my vibe back on and place it gently between my legs. He has me so raw with longing right now I know it won't take much so I need to start slow.

I try to avoid the area that I know will make me explode and start to tease around it instead.

I let it dip in just enough to get the tip wet but can't help let out a moan as it stretches me slightly. I notice how it affects Namjoon, his calm and collected composure falters slightly as he clenches his fists.

I stop holding back and move it to where I want it. My legs spread wider and my back arches off the bed as I feel the pressure build. I needed this. I can't help it, I lose all inhabitations and as my eyes begin to roll back in my head I call his name.

"Namjoon..." leaves my lips between pants.

I feel a dip in the space on the bed next to me and a strong hand rip the vibrator from my hand tossing it on the bed. My release is so close but as I turn to scold him for tearing it away from me I feel his hand take its place.

He slides my dick just as he rips up my tshirt and takes my hard nipple in his mouth. He sucks and bites at it whilst his fingers increase their speed.

I come undone. I turn towards Namjoon and bite into his arm to stop the screaming. I feel as my juices spill from me freely and saturate the sheets below.

I throw myself back to my pillow and desperately try to catch my breath.

Namjoon takes my face in both hands and makes direct contact between our eyes.

"I'm the only one allowed to make you come." He continues to stare into my eyes until I nod in agreement.

He leaves through the bathroom and my room is left smelling of his aftershave and my arousal.

I love it.

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I get ready as fast as I can and get the hell out of my room. I couldn't face Namjoon again after last night. I was equal parts mortified and exhilarated by what we'd done.

I got dad to drop me to Hobi's on his way in. He was wrestling Tae into the car when I got there.

"Oh thank god! Can you please explain to him that four year olds can't legally drive! He's having one of his episodes and is refusing to get in unless he can drive." I look at Tae whose climbed into the drivers seat and is trying to get the car to start by hitting the wheel repeatedly.

Dad pops his head out of the van. "I can take him if you need me too? Is he going back to school or to Sabrina's?"

Tae seemed elated at the idea of travelling in a van. Everything was a novelty to kids his age.

"Sabrina's please. You're a life saver, let me get his car seat." Hobi got Tae strapped in and kissed him goodbye. Dad waved as Tae started pushing all the buttons on his stereo.

"He's been having a lot of those lately. The screaming fits and things, more than he used too." I could see Hobi was tired. Usually him and Granny would tag team Tae but with Granny out of action I could see the stress getting to him.

"The school are assessing him, think maybe it's ADHD or something and that social worker has been sniffing around again. Says he's just checking in but I know he doesn't think I'm good enough to help raise him." I let Hobi vent, he clearly needed to.

We were nearly at the car park when he decides on a change of subject.

"So have you spoken to Yoongi since, you know, he made you the kebab on his tongue stick?"

"Hoseok! You can just say kiss you know!"

He laughed. "Not really. He texted me that night but I didn't respond and nothing since. I still have his shirt so I'm going to need to get that back but I'd rather avoid him and the other one today."

Hobi looked at me with her vicious side eye. "What did you doooo?" He teased. I could feel the heat run to my face.

"Oh my god Seokjin look how red you are! How dirty was it? Tell me tell me tell me!"