Holiday With My Neighbour | ✓

34. Doubts

Theo's POV

I just finished fucking Sav to make a point to Emilia and Dom. I can't believe this is what my life has come to. It's one of the worst things I've done in the past few days. I tried to imagine that Sav was Talia, but that didn't help me enjoy it. I wanted it to be over quicker than it started. I couldn't remove the thought that Dom was the last person inside of her. I wanted to throw up. I'm so glad I used a condom on her, not that it made me feel any better.

I pretend that I came to make us stop. I can't even fake my happiness as I wipe myself quickly. I need every bit of her off of me. 

I notice the water bottle in the door pocket, where the sleeping pills have dissolved. I need to make sure Sav drinks this so she doesn't stay up tonight when I leave. I know I'm drugging her, but I don't give a fuck. She did more bad to me. 

Unscrewing the cap, I pass it to her. "Here, drink some water. You did a lot of work being on top for once." I joke in a friendly tone as I pass her the bottle.

"That's so cheeky, I get on top... sometimes." She plays along as she takes a small sip of water. That's not enough. 

"Hmm, maybe once every six months." I force out a laugh. "Have some more." I suggest.

She playfully slaps my arm. "You liar." She finally drinks some more and then passes it back to me. That's better.

I screw the cap back on and place the bottle in the door pocket. "I'll put the mess in the bin, then go back to our table. You come like five mins after me. The keys are here. Make sure you lock the car." I instruct.

She nods. "Okay." She then opens the mirror in the sun visor, running her fingers through her hair before taking out her lipstick from her bag.

She better not be doing what I think she is. "What are you doing?" I ask, making the harshness in my tone clear.

She gives me a puzzled look. "What?"

"What are you doing?" I repeat.

"Putting on lipstick?" She didn't fucking care about putting on lipstick when she met me after fucking Dom, but now she cares because she wants to hide that we fucked. 

"Leave that shit, you don't have time." I demand.

"It'll take me two seconds." She opens her lipstick. This fucking bitch.

"Why can't you fucking listen? I told you to leave that shit." I say, showing I'm pissed off now.

"My face looks a mess, Theo." She gives me a sad, confused look, which pisses me off further.

"Your face always looks like that." I say bluntly to put her down.

She looks at herself in the mirror. "If I don't fix my makeup, they'll know we did something. They're not idiots." She just wants to hide it from that piece of shit, Dom.

"I don't fucking care. If I see that you've put on more makeup, then you can walk back to the fucking hotel. You're not going with me." I make it clear that I'm not standing for this shit, then leave the car, slamming the door. I put the mess in the bin and go back to the restaurant. 

Fuck! I'm burning with rage. 

I see Emilia by the entrance, who rushes when she notices me. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"

I run my fingers through my hair. "It's her, it's that fucking whore."

"Who? Sav?" 

"Yeah, I told you she'd fucking do it."