Kyojin high

{chapter 15}

Erens POV

"Eren, what have you done" i opened my eyes to find myself in a room filled with darkness. i turned around and saw mikasa. she was looking at me with hands filled with blood. then, I realized all my friends were lying unconscious on the ground. blood was everywhere.

"What have you done..."

Mikasa repeated once more only with a higher tone this time. i slowly approached her, but she stepped back and stared at me.

"Who did this?" I asked her, looking around my surroundings.

"You did" my eyes widened to her reply. I looked at my hands, terrified to see that I was holding a knife. there were blood stains all over my body.

"No...no..." I said to myself. I did this? I killed my friends? My body suddenly charged toward mikasa. 'what is this? Why can't I control myself?'. Before I knew it, I killed her too.

"No!!" I screamed as I awaken from my nightmare. I glanced over at my alarm clock that was on my desk. I clenched my blankets with tears rolling down my cheeks thinking about that dream. It has been five days since the incident at school and things have been strange between Mikasa and I. she doesn't have breakfast with me anymore, she leaves for school without me these days and she doesn't even want to say a single word to me.

"Another lonely Saturday for me" I told myself as I finally decided to get out from bed. I walked downstairs to the kitchen to make myself breakfast. as I was about to place my plate on the table I found a note.

"I won't be home for a while, I'm spending the day with Jean."
-mikasa

I crumbled up the note and tossed it in the trash. 'god dammit eren, her we go again' I told myself as I took a deep breath. recently, I've been trying to control my anger for jean but it doesn't seem to work. no matter what and for some reason, every time i hear or see the two of them together, I get mad and jealous.

*TIME SKIP*

I decided to take a stroll at the park and get some fresh air. as I stood under a shady tree, I looked over to my right and saw mikasa and Jean. they were sitting on the grass talking to each other. maybe, it's not so bad if I let the two of them be together. mikasa seems to be really happy. and when She's happy, I'm happy. for the first time, I wasn't feeling jealous. instead, I felt guilty for terrible things I've done to jean. the two of is uses to be good friends but now... everything's been different. so, I decided to apologize to jean. I saw mikasa walk over to an ice cream stall as I made my way over to jean.

I tapped jeans soldier and he turned around to face me. I waved 'hi' and gave him a nervous look. before he could walk away I said what nearly sounded like a scream

"I'm sorry!" I exclaimed looking down at the grass as the wind blew. Jean starred at me looking surprised. He slowly approached me as I looked at him. he held my shoulder and gave me a soft smile. before I could smile back, he grabbed me by the collar and hit me against the tree. his eyes filled with forgiveness transformed into one filled with anger and hatred.

"I don't know what game your playing punk. But listen up, I will never forgive you" my eyes widen at his statement. "why? We used to be good friends?" I asked. Jean chuckled softly and replied

"We were never friends eren. the only reason why I was friends with you was because I wanted to get close to mikasa. I've always despised you Eren and the day finally came for me to take away what you loved the most. and I must say thank you for the tips the other day. they were really helpful"

I clenched my hands and grinned my teeth and shot him a dirty look. mikasa suddenly came running towards us "what's going on?" She asked. "Eren was about to attack me" Jean said letting me go. mikasa just grabbed jeans arm and walked away.

'What about I take away the thing that you love the most' I told myself. I reached out for my pocket and grabbed my cellphone.

"Hey Marco, yeah can we meet tonight? Great, bye"

I hung up and placed my phone is my pocket and walked away.