My Destiny

Chapter 10

'Hey', Ryan waves at me. He was wearing a black jeans and a blue plain t shirt with little white blend at the bottom. Kinda similar. I walk towards him. He opens his arms to hug me and I hug him back giving a fake smile. He brings his face close to me to kiss on my lips but I move my face away and he ends up kissing my cheek. He notices that I turned my face on purpose but doesn't comment upon that.

'Shall we', he points at the car and I nod.

'So have you decided on any place?', he looks at me. What the hell. He didn't decide any place yet. Are we just gonna spend hours looking for a good restaurant. 

'What? Why would I even decide? Wasn't it your job to find a place because you asked me out on a date. Well normally the person who asks on a date decides the place', I raise my voice.

'Someone is feisty today. But I don't think that it is true.', he looks down. I shouldn't be harsh. Control your emotions.

'Am sorry. Fine. Lets find a place then', I look at him. I don't want to spoil the moment between us. Maybe this could be our last. Plus on top of that I don't want him to get way to attached to me.
 He doesn't say anything just looks down.

'It is my fault that I didn't find a good place.', he looks down

'Hey hey look at me', I place my hand on his neck and he looks at me.

'It isn't a big deal. We can find something. Am sure the restaurants shouldn't be full. I mean who goes out in summer for dinner', I say

His lips are pink in dark. Clearly visible. I want to kiss him badly. I can't resist my self from doing that.

'Could you drive till the next street at stop for a while so that we can make a list of places we can visit and which is close by so that no time of ours is wasted', I try to convince him and he starts the car. No one speaks during the drive and we reach a spot away from my house and park the car.

'So lets start. Best restaurants in Texas', I open google

'Seriously?', Ryan laughs.

'What? What's wrong?', I give him  a confused look. And he stops laughing. I check his lips out. They look soft. I want to kiss him.

I take my seat belt out and throw my phone on back seat. 

'Give your phone', I extend my hand. With out questioning me he hands me his face having a confused look on his face.

'Oh so now will go to each restaurant and....', before he could finish I kiss him. There was a force when I brought my lips to his. He moved his lips quick. The only thing that was an obstacles was the gear. Ryan places his hands in my hair pulling me closer while we are kissing. His hands moved on my waist wanting me to come close to him. He moved his seat back with out breaking the kiss. He pulled me close helping me place my helps when I was on the lap on the driver seating on driver seat. Still we didn't break out kiss.

'Fuck', Ryan groans

He pulled me closer to his body. Our lips moving bit faster than usual. His hands were on my hip. I want him badly. Can't believe this is going be our last night together.

We both gasp as our lips move apart.

'Fuck man. I didn't know you were so ', he smirks and doesn't complete the sentence. Pretty evident to figure out what the wanted to say.

He looks at me and we both laugh. I rest my head on his chest clearly able to hear his heart beat which is quite fast. He places a kiss on my neck making me groan.

'We should decide a place and then get back to this', he whispers in my ears and I giggle

I get back to my seat adjusting my hair. He starts the car and I tell him about this restaurant which is near by.

'You need to take a left from here', I look at him as he turns the car. My eyes are caught on his watch. It looks very expensive yet trendy. I have a collection of them.

'You like it', he caught me starring at the watch.

'Yeah, I have always loved watches since my childhood', I look at him.

'My dad got it for me', He said and the smile on my face fades away.

'Stop stop it is here', I say loudly

'Jeez. You should have told me a few meters away', I ignore him. 

'I'll ask them if they have place for two', I hold the door handle with my left hand and I feel a pull in the opposite direction.

'You don't have to go. If anyone see's you in this outfit will want to fuck you', surprised by his words. 

'Am so? Am with you right. Why would I let someone else come close to me', I say. 

'Because your mine for tonight. I don't want you to go', mine for tonight. Is he using me.

'I mean your in this sexy dress and your with me.' he clears the confusion seen on my face. Makes sense.

'Fine', I frown

Ryan steps out of the car and I wait for him. In a minute he returns back.

'This is full', He says

'Oh god', I hit my head on the seat.

We went to three more places which were under the city limits but all were full.

'Now what should we do', I look at him.

'I have an idea', he starts the car and increases the speed.

'Slow down we will die', I yell

'Calm down babe. If we don't hurry up will lose time', His eyes on the road.

He stops in front of Walmart and gets out of car.

'Stay here don't come inside. I'll be right there', he says and gets in side.

How do I explain him. I want him but am more concerned about my mom. I am completely lost in my thoughts and I hear someone open the back door of the car. I snap my head to check who it is. I am completely prepared to fight against that person.

'Oh it's you. I was ready to get out of the car and fight', I say

'Well bad luck. It is me. Show your skills later tonight', he get back in the driver seat and kisses me. My body ignites.

'What's all that?', I point at the huge carry bags. 

'You'll get to know soon', he smiles. What does that mean.

After fifteen minutes of driving we stop at a huge ground sort of un even land. Best place to make out as there are no houses under a radius of one mile.

'Lets go', He says and we both get down.

He bring a bedsheet and the huge carry bag in his hand.

'Follow me', where are we going in the woods.

He dropped the things from his hand. He picked the bedsheet and started to unfold it and put it in the grass.

'I never knew that you could do some much for a date', I say and he looks at me.

'It's worth. Because it's you.', we lock our eyes

'Hard work isn't expected from you', I laugh.

'You want to see the real hard work. To get closer to you', He says. My heart does a somersault after he said that.

'Well here we are ready for our date', he places all the candles and lays all the snacks.

'Drinks?', He asks me

'Sure', I say

'Well no! I want to enjoy the real you and not someone under alcohol', he says. Then why did you even offer at first place.

'Oh okayyyy', I say and we both sit down. Initially the grass did pock me.

'Your really beautiful', he comes close to me.

'Ryan I wanted to talk about something', I say and he comes closer.

'What is it that you want to talk now. Middle of our date', he says

'I... I', his hands are on my thigh. His hands run on my bare thigh moving up towards my hip. He cups my hips and lifts me and places me on his lap.

'Go ahead say', he kisses me on my neck. If he keeps doing this I don't know how to explain him.

'Ryan.. I', I groan

'You what', he says while kissing my neck

'Your not letting me speak', i half moan.

'Is it. This is affecting you', I could sense the smirk on his face.

'Oh god', I half moan as his lips move on my chest where the dress starts.

'Ryan', I call him out

'Hmm', He says. He brings his lips to mine to make my mouth shut. His lips moves faster. He opens his mouth little wide to get his tongue into mine. I allow him to do that. I place my tongue in his mouth. The force on my lips increases. Am totally carried away by this. He brings his hands on my back reaching for the zip. I pull his hand away clearly indicating him to not do it.

He places my back on the bedsheet which is laid on the grass. His hands are on my waist. He places kiss on my neck making me lift my body towards his.

'Ryan I need to tell you something', I say. I should stop him before he goes to far from me and before we get attached to each other.

'Ryan', I move him away from my neck and I get up and sit. We both face each other.

'What is that that your dying to tell me', clearly looks annoyed.

'It is about your dad.', I say and his mouth falls apart.

'About my dad? How do you know him?', That was his first question.

'Yeah two days back, on Friday', I say

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