My Destiny

Chapter 14

Next day I woke up seeing myself sleeping in my yesterday's outfit. I took a shower and changed to my school clothes. I decided upon  wearing a crop top and skinny jeans. I went down stairs and saw my mom reading something on her phone.

'Hey mom', I hope she doesn't ask me about yesterday. Not even a single clue.

'Good morning beautiful', she said.

I had my breakfast and little bit of conversation with my mom. I left for school. I had a feeling, Ryan would come to pick me up. But he wasn't there. Maybe it was a one time thing only for date. What did he do all night.

I reached school and I dashed Shrey. It was my fault. I wasn't paying attention.

'Ouch, am sorry', I looked at him. He got his hair colored. My eyes widen as I scanned each strand.

'What the..'

'I know, it looks cool', setting his hair

'I mean, yeah it looks vibrant. Blue does look vibrant. It gives more of gay vibes to me', I laughed

'My girlfriend loves blue. So I turned myself into blue', I scanned his body. For sure he turned blue. His tee was blue with the captions 'LOVE IS IN THE AIR'. One thing for sure love wasn't in the air it was stuck in his head. His jeans obviously blue. When I looked at the shoes they were white. Thank god he at least didn't have blue shoes. He noticed me starring at his shoes.

'Yeah I know what your thinking. But there were no good choices in blue', I gave a blank expression.

'Why didn't you come to yesterday's party', He asked me. He didn't notice me. 

'I..'

'It was awesome. Sofie was sucking his face', my heart stopped. I guess I knew who she was kissing. Who else could it be.

'His?', my voice cracks.

'Ryan's obviously, who else's', My heart skipped a beat. What the hell. No wonder he wanted to go back to the party. He could have told me. He could have made things clear to me. I wouldn't keep hopes. Am so stupid. Wait. Sofie was sucking Ryan's face. What if he wasn't interested in this. What is she came up to him. But still he kissed her. My sub conscious reminds me. Fuck it.

'Oh, that's something interesting', I try to act normal.

'Everything alright. You know you can tell me anything', he was my best friend among guys. I knew him from kinder garden.

'Yes, now I need to go. I will see you', I wave at him and walk towards my class. The thought of Sofie making out with Ryan made me felt like puking. 

I was walking towards my class and I felt a sudden pull on my left arm. Ouch. When I looked at the person who pulled me it was Ryan. 

'What do you want Ryan'

'Someone's grumpy today', he pulled me by arm to face him. I don't feel like doing any of this shit. But when I looked at him I felt like kissing him.

'Well when you find out that a single guy had made out with two girls at the same spot what do you expect', I back fire.

'What you talking about', he looked confused. Please just refuse that you didn't do that.

'Sofie sucking our face', his face became pale.

'Yeah so, it was casual', such a cold, blunt reply. Wow.

'Casual? Seriously? I thought there was something between us', he looked surprised clearly not expecting that answer.

'I.. I'

'STOP, listen to my Ryan', I moved a stepped closer to him.

'Don't you dare play such games with me. I know people like you just want to have pleasure and don't care about feelings. And what you told me about helping me with my mother's job. No thank you, I can handle by my self. Am not among those girls who like to get themself banged by people like you. They don't care but I do.' I looked straight into his eyes.

I walked facing my back to him and he didn't stop. I wanted him to stop me but he didn't.

Ryan's POV

This can't happen. I know yesterday I made a mistake by hooking up with Sofie. I was drunk and I didn't realize. I couldn't explain my self to her. I know she was right. But I wanted to genuinely help her. She just walked away and I standing like a statue. I was not playing any games. A weird feeling was consuming me. I thought about her every single time. Yesterday when Sofie was kissing me, I could only imagine Isha over me. No no this can't happen.

Finally I felt blood flowing through my legs. I rushed out and looked for Isha. I wanted to explain myself to her. Fuck. Who she with. It's David. It's the guy from the party where I kissed her for the first time. What the hell was she doing with him. They were laughing and fucking David put his both hands on her shoulder. I could feel the anger gushing through my body. I saw them leaving- together. I followed them and saw them entering a class. I was relieved that she wasn't going out with him anywhere, but I was still worried what could happen in the class.