My Destiny

Chapter 17

Isha's Pov

'Isha Harvey', I heard someone yell my name out loud. I opened my eyes, trying to adjust my eyes. I wouldn't move. I saw a hand wrapped around my waist, tight. I looked my, blinking couple of times. It was hazy first but when my eyes got completely adjusted to the surrounding I saw my mom standing right at my door. Her eyes were wide open, anger rushed through her face. She was still wearing her night suit with her hands folded.

'Mom..'

I couldn't move, my body froze. Firstly his hands were on my waist which were tightly hooked, secondly the fear that rushed through my body. There was heat being generated in my body- fear. I know I fucked up. Badly. It's not gonna be easy to deal this.

'Mom.. I... It's not..', I didn't know how to explain her. The words were stuck in my throat.

'Get away', she yells making me jump in the same spot.

'What the fuck, who's yelling like a bitch', Ryan says in his sleepy voice.

'Ryan wake up', I shake his body and he rolls on the bed making it even more worse. I just want this to end.

'I hope your dreams were better than what's gonna happen now', he glares at him.

'At least am not waking up with regrets like you are', what a comeback.

'What are you doing here with a boy lying beside you on the bed'

'Mom it's not what you think'

'Really? You think am so stupid that I can't figure out what happened here.', my mom half yells. Anger gushes in my nerves. 

'Mom! Nothing happened between us. We didn't have what your actually thinking'

'Can you leave and get out of this place', my mom looks at Ryan. He gives me a concerned look and he leaves as I ask him to.

'Are you out of you mind. What the hell did you think you were doing to do. Have sex with this.. this guy. What has gotten into you', my mom yells.

'Just stop it. We didn't do anything. He came yesterday night to apologize and we ended falling a sleep.'

'You told me that you won't get into any of this shit'

'This isn't shit mom. He is my...', I couldn't say anything after that. I shouldn't have said that. Now she will definitely question me. He is not my boyfriend, neither friend. 

'He is your  what?'

'I.. I don't know'

She laughs.

'You don't know what you to have and I find my daughter on the bed with a guy who clearly as no relation.'

'Don't talk about him like that'

'I shouldn't talk about him. Can't you see that he is using you. He will probably get into your pants and ruin your life and next moment you find out he is sleeping with some other girl', she has crossed it. This is too much. If he wanted to sleep with other girls he wouldn't have come yesterday night.

'Just don't talk about him that way. I have feelings for him.. okay', I admit. I do. I don't care if he feels the same way for me. I wish he does.

My mom stood there frozen processing my words.

'Feelings', she says in the most disgusted way.

'Do you even know what that means. Your seventeen only', so? How does that matter.

'I seriously don't wanna talk to you mom. Your just laying down a heated argument. Please leave. I can't hear some shit about him.', I don't have the energy to have an argument with her. She rolls her eyes and shuts the door.

It's five thirty in the morning. I couldn't sleep after what she just said. What if she is true about him going around other girls and sleeping with them. The thought itself makes me feel nauseous. 

'Everything okay'

I receive a message from Ryan.

I don't want to answer his text now. My head is spinning around and nothing seems good now.


Ryan's Pov


Her mother is such a bitch. I know things are not going well at her place. I saw her mother for the first time. Her eyes were similar to Isha. I was worried about her. I sent her a text asking is everything is okay but there wasn't any reply for the next forty minutes. I was growing anxious and worried. Should I go and check on her? But there is not point, I can't enter her house. Will she be coming to school.

Isha's Pov


I was lying on my bed. It was six-thirty, still playing the flashbacks in my head which took place almost an hour ago. I should at least inform him. I opened my chats and sent him a text saying everything is okay for now. It wasn't. I don't want him to worry about me. I saw the concern in his eyes.

There was a knock on my door which brought me back to reality.

'If your here to give me some sort of lecture please just leave me. Am not in a mood to talk about anything. I want to be alone.' I tell my mother who is standing right near the entrance.

'Am not always lecturing you', she walks towards my bed and sits facing me. She is going to convince me to not talk to him.

'Am here to listen and support you sweetie. If... if he really likes you and feels the same then... then', I widen my eyes. Couldn't believe her words.

'Then?'

'Be with him. But if he does anything which will hurt you, I won't spare him.' that got me a smile on my face.

'But don't do anything that will make you regret in future', I hugged her. It was already late for me to go to school. I skipped school and went out with my mom for shopping. I don't know what made her change her mind all of a sudden but I was happy. Nothing was good in our relationship, it was on and off. But when we are close, there is a spark. 

I returned with two huge bags. Dumped it on the dining table and threw my self on couch. I checked my phone, five missed calls from Ryan.

Shit!   

I forgot to remove my phone from silent. I called him but it straight went to voice mail. I had never called him before, this was the first time I was calling him. Maybe he prefers to keep his phone switched off. It don't like people keeping their phones switched off, you never know when you got emergency. I'll call him later.


Ryan's Pov      

She didn't come to school today. Did something happen to her, did her mother say something to her. Is she hurt. There were several thoughts in my head including worst scenarios.

Why the fuck she isn't lifting my call. Fuck. I knew something like this is gonna come and ruin what we have. We don't have anything as such but I can't not want her. 

I tried calling her for the fifth fucking time, but she didn't answer. I threw my phone in anger.

Dammit!    

I broke my phone. I wasn't sad about that, but was worried if Isha called me and I didn't pick her call up. I sat in my car and went to the near by mobile store to get it fixed or get a new one. I need to fix it as soon as possible and don't want her to feel that am ignoring her. Fuck this shit. The store was also outside the city limits. My day isn't going well.

I finally reached the store after forty- five minutes of driving and got a new phone. It was already late, I decided to go to her house and check on her. Fuck her mother if she doesn't allow me.