My Destiny

Chapter 12

Isha's POV

I wake up trying to recall what happened yesterday. The memories of me kissing Ryan flashed in my head. I hate to stay away from him. I want him around me touching me kissing me. I know what I did was wrong but my mom was more important than him. But still I miss his presence.

I take a shower and get ready. I wear my black shorts and a white V- neck top. I grab my bag and walk down the stairs. I see my mom in a cheery mood, she was singing song and shaking her hip. She was being childish but I was happy. I don't want to bother my mother about what happened yesterday and on Friday. It is over. 

'Your breakfast is here', she puts a plate completely filled with food. It had french toast, chopped banana and raspberries. I lit my mood up. I hope the day goes well. I completed my breakfast gave a kiss to my mom on her cheek and opened the front door to exit.

What the hell is he doing here. I told him clearly not to be around me. My dad will for sure won't go good as expected. The only thought that came to my head was about my mom.

'What the hell are you doing here', I yelled and he walked towards me holding my hands in his.

'I am sorry for what happened. I don't want to be away from you. I want you in my life.', he said with desperation. It's not his fault at all. I don't know what consequences am gonna face after this.

'Your dad clear...'

'Fuck him. I don't give a shit. He won't do anything like that. Trust me.', it eased me a bit but not very much. I could feel the ache in my chest. How could I trust him. I can't risk my mom's job, but he said it with assurance. I don't know but it felt like I got carried away by his words.

'I know you can't trust me. But just listen to me once. Nothing will happen to your mom.', he looks at me. 

'We barely know each other. I can't be with someone who doesn't understands me or who doesn't know me.', 

'Yeah I know. Then how about knowing each other', he gives me a small smile.

'How is it possible now', I look at him. His hair doesn't look fixed. 

'Well if you come with me in the car then probably I can get to know you before we reach school', he wants me to come with him. I could sense the desperation.

'Ok, unless it will lead me to problems', He nods and we get in the car.

'So what's your favorite subject'? what kind of question was that. Well I guess this is how it is he wants to know me.

'Maths. All the time', I say and he frowns.

'You don't like it.', I ask him

'I don't. I end up failing always', He says.

'I could help', I smile.

'What else will you help me up with', he smirks

'Just that and anything else in which you lack behind', I stick to my words with out any diversion. I know he is trying to flirt with me. But I need to keep a straight face. I missed him. I missed his jokes.

'How about biology. I can't do practical's in that', he doesn't know how to dissect. That's freaking easy. Wait, he asked me bio pracs. 

'Your sick Ryan', I punch his right arm and I laughed.

Ryan's POV

I love it when she laughs and feels free with me. After yesterday's conversation with my dad I really feel exhausted. Her smile her laughter eases the discomfort in me. I don't know what feeling it is. But I always want her with me on my side. Asking stupid questions to her made me know her part by part. I wanted to ask her about her street dance but I dropped the idea as I realized it will be too soon.

I enjoyed the conversation we laughed, she told how much she loves to read novels. But finally the conversation ended when we reached school. I saw her get down of the car. The way her pony tail waved in the hair caught me.

'Your coming?', interrupted my thoughts.

'Yeah', I grabbed my bag from the back door and walked with her.

'Do you have any free period?', I asked her. I wanted to invite her to a party at the lake house which was organized by my friend Alex. 

'I guess- nope', She turned towards me. I looked at her lips. It was pink balm that she used. Still was visible and fresh.

'Damn it, is it possible for you to skip one useless class. Please', I shrugged and she seemed lost in her thoughts.

'Fine, only for today', she warns me. I am more than happy. I could spend some more time with her. 

'See you then', I waved at her. I want to keep all the guys away from her in the party today.


After the classes

Ryan's POV

I am walking towards my locker suddenly everything goes black. I could feel someone's palm on my face. It was warm and I could spell lavender.

'What the...', 

'Guess who', a familiar female voice.

It's her. 

'Isha', I said it aloud.

'Shit, how did you know', she smiled

'Well I got great sense of touch', I smirked and she rolled her eyes.

'Your ready to go?', I ask her and she nods. We both get in the car and drive towards her house.

When we reached she got down waving at me to follow her into the house. Of course no one will be here as her mother will probably be in office. 

The house was beautiful. Modern furnishing. I liked the fragrance. I sat on her sofa while she kept her bag on the counter.

'Do you need anything', she asks me.

'You', her mouth falls.

'... to get dressed for the party', I shrug and give her a small smile.

Isha's POV

Idiot. I walk towards my room and close the door. Thank god my mom is in office other wise I couldn't get in here at the first place. I opened my closet and looked for a hot dress. I wanted Ryan to see me in that. I want to see his reaction.

 I grabbed my bra shaped top. It was not exactly that but was much like a small top and my black shorts. I put on the net wear over it which would over the extra exposure of my skin. Suddenly I felt a chill in my body. Fingers were running over my right hand. I moved a stepped back and my back touched something tough yet soft thing. Ryan was standing behind me. I looked in his eyes which were shining. My heart breath increased. 

His hands were running on my hand and how it was on my neck. I closed my eyes and my head tilted involuntarily. He moved my hair to the side, exposing my back to him. Of course I was covered but any body could see my skin partially through the tiny pores in the net. He put the hook which I was about to do before he could do this. I could hear his warm breathing on my neck. I got goosebumps. He placed a small kiss on my neck which made me inhale deeply. I turned towards him. His eyes had the hunger to kiss. He was constantly looking at my lips and then back to my face. He was trying to read my expression. I put my hand on his neck and pulled him. Our lips met. He started moving his mouth faster making it so passionate. His hands went down on my waist. I grabbed his hair which made him groan. Our lips were moving much faster. There was desperation. His hands moved on my hip and I allowed him to touch me. I wanted it. His hands moved further down on my thighs and he lifted one them and made me wrap around his waist. He kissed me on my neck. He kissed me and put me on the bed. He was over me. 

He kissed me on my neck, my ear. We both giggled. I heard the front door unlock and heard foot steps.