𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫

☆ | 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐗𝐈

E L E V E N
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"When something's goin' on
It certainly shows
When he's got a secret for you."

He's Got a Secret - The Bangles

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Shit.

I didn't mean to hear anything she said yesterday. It's not like I regret it.

Now I know what's wrong with her, I feel shit about being mean to her.

No one who was raped should be treated like vermin.

I've royally fucked up.

I only went to look for her, cause I was feeling parched and the only thing we brought to the movie room was snacks.

Never in my life did I think I'd hear those words coming out of the mouth. Especially her.

But acting nice to her might just make me slip up and admit my feelings for her.

Doesn't matter, dumbass.

Yeah, thanks.

But I don't really care. If I slip and she doesn't feel that way about me too, then it's completely fine. It's just an attraction anyway.

I've realized that she has noticed I'm being hostile to her. And it makes me feel like shit.

Won't be surprised is she doesn't even want anything to do with me by the way I've acted around her.

I just hope she gives me a chance.

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