Hidden in the star, book one

Chapter 32 The overwhelming truth of resolve

And the week went by quickly and before they new it, it was caravan day.
Sol went with a deep v gray tshirt, black baggy ripped jeans and platform sneakers. Putting his hair in a messy dutch braid updo, easy to dance in, the Pop Dolls were coming.
The six decided to go early to help with anything that they could, Adi coming down stairs and Sol chuckles, Adi ask
"What?"
Sol waiting on the sofa with Cherry and Queenie, Sol said
"Your a fucking blend of papa and dad, it adorable"
Adilin was where jeans, a tshirt in bright yellow, a blue and yellow over shirt with pull on boots, Queenie chuckles saying
"Oh so adorable"
Cherry eye rolls saying
"Brain damage"
Keller walking out from the office only saying
"The mysterious of truma"
Adi gasps saying
"Hay!"
Keller paying no mind yelling
"MAX MOVE IT OR IM DRIVING"
Cooper comes running down hair down saying
"Not another speeding ticket!"
And out the door he go's, Keller starts following saying
"Let's go"
All pilling into the car as Cooper tie half his hair up, when everyone in he starts the car and there off. At the caravan Sol doesn't get far before getting approached by a taller young man in overalls, man asking
"Your Sol, like the real Sol"
Sol raised a brow saying
"Well I haven't found any others"
The man start to cry saying
"Sorry I'll um.. I'm.."
Sol steps forward and asks with wide arms
"Hug"
He could only nod, Sol wrapping his arms around him and humming mocking Jay.
After a moment an older man similar to the one in his arms noticed them and walks over saying
"Um hi, Ty, you good right?"
Ty getting out of Sol's arms to face the man, trying to speak, but clearly overwhelmed
"Ye..hh.jus.t..harder..t.then..I. "
The older man walks over to the young and hugs him asking
"Can I"
The young only node's in his arms, the older starts
"Sorry, my son Taylor, Ty, I'm Todd, my son tryed to kill himself, well sort of, he got to the pills but you released your video. I hade no idea, he was happy. But he play me the Human song and I realise he wasn't ok, we're getting him help. But only because of you, I still have my son"
A tear running down his face, Sol don't care and move forward only saying
"I'm touched starved so I say this a lot, but hug"
Maybe a bad idea because Todd was strong and gave no mercy as he hug Sol.
After a moment Sol let's go and said
"Todd it lovely to meet you and Ty, your here with the carnival?"
Todd nodded
"Yeh roller coaster crew, fix it guys, we're working on minimum cruw, but I'm failing today sadly"
Sol looks worried asks
"Why, what happen"
Todd
"We need to fix the breaks micro chip up top it's not relay, but I'm the only one here that can fix it, but can't get up there, we're getting a hanus, maybe"
Ty replies
"I don't like it dad"
Sol said
"Me neather, I'm doing it"
And walks towards the roller coaster and Adi asked
"Baby.b is it safe?"
Sol still walking away looks over his shoulder just saying
"Life an't safe Adi"
Todd go's after Sol saying
"Hay kid no, it dangerous and these mircro chips are.."
Sol wave a hand replies
"It fine, I worked on the development of the chips."
Shrugs and continues
"I was borde"
Todd turns to Keller asking
"Your his father do something"
Keller node's, steps forward and asks Sol in a sirus tone
"We have a charity to run, your mashed body wont sell"
Sol chuckles turning and replies
"It's simple really, I need to take my shoes off, but good, pinky promises"
Keller just grabbed is arm dragging him to the bench next to them, Kneeling and undoing his shoes as Sol whining
"Papa please.. "
Keller coldly cut in
"No, listen trouble, take your time, even if we open, fuck them. We wait, ok"
Sol kissed Keller's cheek and walks to the entrance to the roller coaster, turns to Todd and ask
"Todd what need to be done?"
Todd passed but continued
"The top micro it's not relaying on E but we need to look at C and D runing of it as well. There reading but just to make sure."
Sol node's pulled himself up and start walking to said grids.
Cooper comments
"Sol has this we're going to walk around see if there's more we can do"
Kissing his husband and walks off with remaining kids in toe.
Sol ends up working the hole roller coaster track just to make sure, when finished hoped down and walks to a waiting Keller, Sol saying
"Papa I'm done"
Keller node's saying
"They felt bad so I told them to pay you"
Sol rubbing his temple saying
"No papa."
Keller cut's in with a smile saying
"Cotton candy"
Sol gasps saying
"Fuck yes please"
Chuckles are heard and Sol turning towards the noises to see Taylor with a jumbo stick of cotton candy saying
"Your payment, I got to work. But thank you very much Sol"
Sol chuckles saying
"Your welcome, call if you need anything and Best payment ever!"
Taylor chuckles and waves goodbye as he walks off Keller pats the chair simply saying
"Sit"
Sol dose as ask and Keller puts his shoes back on for him so he can enjoy his payment, Sol try's to complan
"Papa please, I know how to tie my shoes"
Keller smiled saying
"You think I would be inbarest to help my son, your busy"
Jesters to the cotton candy and Sol hmms. Todd came over saying
"Thank you really, for everything."
Sol node's saying
"Your welcome you need anything contact me, please"
Todd smiled
"Can do, your papa said this was the only payment you would take, so enjoy"
Sol smirks
"Oh fuck yes I will"
And Sol and Keller walk off to find the others. Only to fine everyone was doing something, Cooper was helping with the live just dance, Queenie was helping with the food people, Cherry was helping with face painting and Adi was helping secure gazebos and tent's. Then they see Roma and Liam helping with setting up eating areas with table and chairs, Sol
"Hay baby, Darling"
Roma turns folding his arms across his chest saying
"Your an ass, I almost die when I walk in and saw you up there"
Liam simply adds
"Dido"
Sol chuckles saying
"It was fine, cotton candy?"
Both shakes there head, Liam saying
"Can we talk for a moment"
Sol node's and steps aside with Liam, Sol simply said
"Spill"
Liam with a blank face asks
"How do you know your gay?"
Sol hmms and replies
"Don't, I've gone through so much, if there's someone out there that could love me, I'm not going to half that just because of gender. But I do find both party's attractive, so there's that."
Liam looks down quietly said
"I wound say I'm not, but there's this boy, and ever sence I meet him.."
Liam training off Sol steps in
"I've never had that shit, attention yes, giddy no. It's Davi?"
Liam node's and Sol continues
"Just tell him straight, you know like
'your hot I'm not gay but can we work this out' "
Liam smiled saying
"That's terrible, but thanks, I'm going back to work"
And just like that he's off, Sol finished his cotton candy turning to go find something or someone, only to find Keller near by waiting for him, this isn't like him so Sol asks
"What's up"
No reply, Sol tries again
"Papa please your clinging"
Keller stopped walking, close his eyes saying softly
"I don't like today"
He stops there and Sol gives him a moment to continue, after a moment Keller open his eyes and looked at Sol saying
"Last time we did a suicidal thing you lost your shit, I'm not saying you're there any more, but my mine keep looking for the what if and maybes"
Sol leand his head on Keller's chest sing one of his newest song softly
(Lost cause, pink)
When he finishes his song Keller gently puts his finger under Sol chin lift his head so they were eye to eye saying
"I would never, I love you my son, I will always won't the best for you, dam the world, let it burn, I care for you"
Sol let's a tear roll down his cheek and replies
"Same, I love you papa, I'm here"
Sol kissed Keller's cheek wiped his own cheek and said
"Let's see what we can help with"
Keller looks dejected saying coldly
"There beyond help, there's no coffee"
Sol laughed at that and Adi comes over look worried Sol ask
"Are you ok, what up?"
Adi let's a navast chuckle saying
"Oh noth.."
Adi gets no further as Keller cuts in
"Adilin there's no coffee"
Wich means Keller low patients is at zero, Adi hand is phone over. Keller and Sol sees the moment they just had, it was recorded and posted with the comment under it
'The best perants love there kid when it's hard, not when it easy'
Keller hands the phone back saying
"Zero shits"
Pulled out his phone finding the video and putting in his 'thanks'.
And with that they start walk around again only to be stopped by a small girl maybe 7 she said
"Hello Sol I'm Dasiy"
Sol knees down and starts talking
"Hay Sweetheart, you lost?"
Dasiy giggles with a wide smile saying
"Nop, Sol you saved me, I have gift for you"
Sol takes the box from her but get intrepid be a man yelling
"DASIY DASIY DASIY"
Sol still holding the box in one hand, scoops the girl up and walks towards the yelling, as Sol approaches saying
"Hay delivery"
And puts Dasiy down as she runs over to the man saying
"Dad I found him"
The man isn't happy saying with tears
"Dont run off, anything could happen"
Dasiy pouting said
"Not with Sol"
Sol can't help it handing the box to Keller and walking over to the girl saying
"You fathers right even me, you just never know"
Dasiy look at Sol asks
"But your not bad...are you?"
Now Dasiy look worried, Sol smirks saying
"Well I could be a tickel monster"
And without pause starts tickling the girl, now in a fit of giggles Sol turns to the father saying
"Sorry, Sol"
The father smiled endearing at Sol saying
"Botan, and oh yes we know you, my now ex wife would beat me, be virtually absent to Dasiy. You help, your video and radio, our nambour wrote down things, then one bad night she came and got us out. We owe you, we got you a gift, Dasiy sweet were"
Sol cut in saying
"I got it, haven't opened"
Sol turns to Keller retreaving his gift and opening it, gasps and let's a tear roll down his cheak. It's a short gold belcher chain with one white jade barrel bead, Sol over wehelm only saying
"I can't take this.."
Botan waves a hand saying
"It's a gift, please"
Sol doesn't waste a moment at hugging a now shocked Botan only breaking a moment later and scooping Dasiy in a big hug only saying
"Thank you it beautiful, really"
Keller walks over and jesters to the box that still has the necklace, Sol only nods and hand the box over, Keller put the necklace on Sol's neak, a perfect fit just sitting above his colur bone, Sol said numbly
"thank you, I don't deserve something so beautiful."
Botan chuckles saying
"Silly that's why we brought it, we all need to feel special, even you, Dasiy pick the style."
Dasiy said
"Yeh I hope you like"
Sol knees down saying
"I would say it's the most beautiful, but then there's you, thank you truly"
And hugs both one more time before they left, Sol just standing there so Keller grabbed his hand, walks off and out of the park they were setting up in. There was a coffee shop just down the road, when in the shop Keller order. Sitting in a booth with Sol snuggle to his chest taking a well needed break as Sage wrapped an arm around Sol, rubbing circles with his thumb, there coffees arrived and the waiter said
"These on me, looks like a rough day, maybe go to the carnival, all money go's to charity, so enjoy"
Keller node's he got Sol a caramel ice coffee and black hot for him, both ta cups just in case, then Sol's voice is heard
"The waiter was nice"
Keller only hmm and sips his coffee, Sol continues
"Thanks I now what I said, I would be there voice, but shit"
Keller saying softly
"Your still healing yourself, I'm hear to catch you, I know you like to run before you walk"
Sol chuckles then asks
"I wonder why this guy isn't at the carnival?"
Keller shrugs saying
"Ask or buy six"
Sol chuckles and nods, getting up and walking over to the counter saying
"Why are you hear, not at the carnival. They have no coffee you know"
Waiter
"It's only me, and it too much to go over, not money but equment."
Sol arch a brow asks
"So your won't to go?"
Waiter node's saying
"Yeh but "
Sol now on the phone wave a hand and walks back to Keller, after a moment people start coming in, not just anyone, Max, Adi, Roma, Davi and Liam, waiter saying
"Hello, we're closing early for the carnival, it starts in 40 minutes"
Everyone looks at each other clearly lost befor Sol walks up saying
"Your manual labor"
And jesters to the group continues
"You didn't have means, now you do"
Waiter gaps like a fish before he release who he's dealing with, asks
"Your him like him him, fu..ge"
Max comes over and drapes a loving arm around Sol saying
"Hay little J, papa said you need a moment"
Sol leans into Cooper taking his spare hand and putting it on his neak saying
"People are to much"
Max chuckles saying
"Said the person trying to take a coffee shop with him, you know they invited ta cups?!"
Both chuckles and Cooper continue
"Beautiful necklace, gift?"
Sol nods saying softly
"Bated husband and child, they got out"
Sol takes a breath and continues
"We only have 40 minutes let go"
Waiter
"Sol thank you really, is this ok, don't I have to sign something or something"
Sol smirks saying
"Dont know, you won't in your in"
Waiter node's saying
"Yeh I'm in, by the way I'm Richard Layne, just Ri."
Adi steps up saying
"Hello I'm Adi, we made room for you on the grounds, so let's get you over there"
Roma
"I had a summer job as a barista, I can help."
Ri smiled saying
"Oh thank you so much"
Ri starts giving orders and there on there way to the carnival, at the carnival food area has already been set up and are know helping Ri with his.