Hidden in the star, book one

Chapter 24 Truth is a two headed beast

The reports didn't stop, not after photo's started leaking of an under age Sol in party's and inappropriately dancing with others. There were questions people wonted to know about Sol, yes he opening admitted to under-age activities, but now seeing said party activities, everyone was divided on the matter, was he brocken, or just acting out. The people won't answer and without them some went as far to say 'he just a fame hore like his mother', 'Boy crys wolf, where's the proof '
'Rich boy sext it up and blames abuse'
But the crulest of them all was
'Star Corp new releases, under-age arhe for a night'.
Sol has had enough, waking at 2 in the morning he decided to air it all, he had photos of the abuse, chain welts and bruse, never wanting to make things worse or lose another parent, so he never used, but his mother left him. After making a video slide of him clearly underweight, under-age, batted and brused, add with the photos that hit the net of him 'sext it up' all fading in and out over a video of him in his box's cradled on the floor in tears or just regreting life, with one of his songs playing
(Gods and Monsters, Lana Del Ray)
He made another shortly after, but Pind the guy to the last crule post, only saying
'free for you baby, enjoy~'
It was of him laying flat on the floor, dim lighting with a sheet covering his dick, empty beer bottle, pills, cigarette and condom packets surround him taking a photo and posting with his song.
(Give you what you like, Avril Lavigne)
Everyone was shocked to see this boy openly displayed himself in such a manner with no shame, but there were more concerns when you got past the revealing photo, of the contents of the photo, not just displaying him but also a lifestyle, then there is the controversial lyrics, 'Please tell me l'm your one and only Or lie and say at least tonight' and 'Is this love? Maybe someday
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like', to be only 16 years old with such content, the public was in upraw, inrage soon followed on how this kid was treated and no one new, then when he come out it was brushed aside. After when he was out around town stranger would just stop Sol and thank him, or ask for a hug.
Sol suddenly ask his dad
"People have been asking, I wont to make a cd. And be gust on your radio, give them something, there not alone."
Cooper nodded saying firmly
"Of course little J, but no pushing!"
Sol node's and humms.
The next morning Cooper and Sol go to the radio station, it's a unanused because Cooper didn't wont press on them, but it was a welcome surprise, everyone won't to hear from this broken kid, there people's hero, so Cooper starts the radio show with
"Hello, this is Gum.Bear, welcome and good morning. I feel like I should apologise first, why?, well I have a beautiful blond with me today!"
Sol chuckles
"Dad, really! Why did papa say yes?!"
Cooper snots saying
"I'm a catch!"
sol chunky and continues
"I'm Sol Jackson, morning"
Cooper
"OK so we have news, you have been ask for a cd. And guess what?"
Sol
"That's right I'm releasing one"
Cooper
"And we will be taking callers after one of Sol's song"
(Iris acoustic, Savella, Racheal Schroeder)
After the song Cooper starts
"OK we will be taking calls now, our first caller,  hello"
Caller
"Hello, Sol the song with the porno photo, why, you could do so many other things then your body, why?"
Sol chuckles saying
"Well shit, talk about strait to it"
Cooper huffing out
"Sorry we're not"
Copper gets cut off by Sol saying
"Dad it's fine"
Taking a breath and continues
"Yah your probley right, this is g rated air, don't make pornos kids.
I have troubles using my words I felt given the clams using my voice and yes my body to show the truth was the quickest and easiest."
Cooper shamefully said
"Sorry for my son, Next please"
Sol in a pleeding tone
"Dad I'm sorry ok, I didn't mean to upset you, only ment to afend closed minded dipshits."
Cooper said softly
"Later little J"
Cooper speaking up
"OK next caller, hello"
Caller
"Hello Sol I'm sure like most, we won't to know why your situation was brushed aside?"
Sol tsk saying softly
"Because I didn't sit and go me me me, yes I used my own downfalls to highlight the wrongs in the world, what fucking good would help get me now, shits done, there's others out there, now, unsafe, untrusting or lost, next"
Caller
"Why stand by lesser classes Sol, isn't it difficult?"
Sol grunt with a clenched jaw, angrily saying
"Yes because of God dam morons like you! we all bleed and if I stab you, dead! and if I stabed an Un-Della, dead! how hard is the idea, really?! Are yo.."
Cooper dash around the table scooping his heavily breathing son off his chair and cradled him in his lap as he sat, saying softly
"Sol breath, just like dad"
Sol whispered out a small request
"Sing with me"
Max smiled wide and without hesitation started a tune on the keyboards and sing a song they made, Sol joined in shortly after.
(I wont give up, Jason Mraz)
While they were singing one of the staff posted a photo of them saying
'If your family was this adorable, everyday should be bring you kids to work, heart warming'
After the song Max asks paying no mind that there still on air
"Sol I think that's enough today?"
Sol hmms leaning into Max asking tentative
"Can I stay in your lap?"
Max let's out a breathy chuckle saying
"You weren't going any where little J"
Sol takes a breath saying
"Hello Sorry about that, if your still there let's continue"
Caller
"Hello, how could we not, amazing song, just amazing"
Caller
"One of the staff posts a photo, a sweet photo but you look so small, should we be worried Sol?"
Sol giggles saying
"No sweet, I am small, dads almost 7 foot, 6.9", me I'm 5.9", vitamins aren't a substantial dite"
Cooper cuts in firmly said
"I'm proud of my son and before he turns this to somthing I can't air, next caller please!"
Caller
"Hello Sol do you regret what you have done?"
Sol snots saying
"No, sorry but it would be a waste of time, I'm not condoning what I've done but it's just that done. Do I have depression, PTSD and anxiety because of past shit yes, but it's done, next"
Caller
"....I'm the dipshit you made the photo for, I'm sorry I was so blind, so blind I didn't even notice my own son attempted suicide, I wronly put that guilt on you."
Sol gasp asking
"Fuck, you ok"
Cooper sternly said
"G rated"
Caller laughed saying
"I said you were for sale and your worried about me, really"
Sol firm yet softly said
"Yes, I called you a dipshit, your just sad. We all hurt, we can all be wrong. Dinner my house tomorrow Mr dipshit. Next caller"
Caller
"Hello, I wont to ask, maybe Sol.."
Sol huffing
"Common spit it"
Caller
"My Nambour has a ..mm a kid, I think the dads bad, what can I do"
Sol shys saying
"Take a book every time you see a bruse, yelling anything.  Your write it, day, time. It's not photos, but it helps"
Cooper
"Next Caller"
"What if there's Un-Della?"
Sol grunts before taking a breath saying
"If no one will help, I will. If they won't listen, I will. And if things go to shit, then you bring them to me, or you get me"
Taking a breath, Cooper asked
"Little J, we can stop?"
Sol wave a hand and saying
"If it breaths it has rights, end of story, next caller"
Caller
"Hay, after everything, do you wont to....."
Caller traling of, Sol
"Hay, learn to live with it or get help"
Sol chuckles
"Yeh bullshit! Life isn't a hallmark card, yes people can help, but you need to trust. And that shit is the highest currency."
Taking a breath saying
"...sorry"
Caller
"Please no, you mean more, are more. I was holding a blade when I called. Now I wont to now what breakfast looks like tomorrow, thanks"
Sol carfly asked
"Breakfast with me maybe"
Caller
"...yeh.."
Call ends, Cooper
"OK we're stopping there, we are going to play a special, one of Sol's songs"
Sol snots saying
"Yeh, this is the first song I gave to my therapist, enjoy"
(Till it happens to you, lady gaga)
After the song, Sol starts
"OK so there questions around, sorry but papa would only allow me to answer questions he picked. Here we go.
Q: are you going back to Jenkins?
A: I don't now, rally, I wont to help. But now I know blowing shit up an't the only way to help. Next
Q: are you getting help
A: yes therapy every second day. It helps, she's good for me, that's what count.
Next Q: do you like to sing?
A: yes, I an't allways good with word, or feelings, Song was a way, you can make a person's smile just on the piano."
Cooper very proud of his son saying
"And that all we have today, hope you enjoy"
Sol genuinely happy saying
"I did, thank you, bye"
Cooper chipping out
"And here's our next song"
As the song plays Cooper now off-air continues with Sol.
"Little J, how are you?"
Sol turns slightly into his dad arims saying softly
"Good dad really, but I'm going to contact that guy"
Cooper shocked asks
"You can't, they call on private mode."
Sol chuckles
"Sol fucking Jackson, don't worry, see you at home"
As Sol levels the raido station, he emetley call the mystery caller.
"Hay I didn't won't to leave you hanging."
Mystery guy
"..Sol?"
Sol chuckles
"Yeh sorry, Sol here, so breakfast,  did you won't to love?"
Mystery guy
"...I would like to talk to someone..I..."
And he trails off, Sol
"Hay that's why breakfast, or dinner, whatever, or now?"
Mystery guy
"Breakfast, I live close to the new cafe, Tiffany's"
Sol
"Sounds good, I'll be there on open.  You come when you won't, bye"
Mystery guy
"Sol...um..John..see you tomorrow"
And John hung up, Sol hmms and heads home, genuinely happy.