Tour Trouble - Taylor Swift

Part 7

Ellie's POV

We were onstage during the 1988 set when I suddenly went extremely dizzy. Opening night was going amazing and I could not wait to continue for the rest of the night but my body was slowly failing on me. As I reached my position by the side of the stage I noticed Travis standing by my spot. As we left the stage he followed and met me underneath the stage.

I felt Travis pull me aside and bring me to a seat, handing me over a sandwich and some water. "You're going to come and watch with me. I can't  watch you struggle any longer." He told me.

I fought to go back on but he just wouldn't let me. As I felt myself go dizzy and stumble into someone I knew it was the wrong person. Travis made me aware of that. "Tay can you tell her, she's struggling and she's not eaten." He explained.

"Ellie you're not going on stage, end of conversation. You can watch with Travis or you can sit and pout back here but I'm laying down my rules." She told me and I just broke down sobbing. Taylor had to go for a costume change however Travis pulled me into a hug and calmed me down a little. He also managed to convince me to eat some food which actually made me feel a lot better.

At the end of the show we left to go find Taylor but the security wouldn't let me past. Travis kept pushing for them to let me through explaining that I'm a Dancer and that Taylor practically takes care of me but they refused. I slowly got taken away into a crow of people that I don't know. I had no phone on me or anything.

I somehow managed to get someone to direct me toward the hotel where I found my way upstairs. I knocked on the room door and saw Taylor open it. She was a little tipsy and seemed over the moon by her show however I was upset, cold, tired and anxious. She must have noticed as she soon put an arm around me and hugged me close to her.

I explained everything that had happened and surprisingly she sat and listened, so did Travis. They both slowly eased my anxiety before getting into their bed. It was nice that they shared with me however I felt like such a third wheel. It was like going on a vacation with my parents or something they were all cuddled up in bed together and I was sat alone watching my iPad.

"Hey sweetie do you want to come watch Friends with us?" Taylor asked and Travis scooted over a little to make more room. I smiled massively before going over and sitting between them where they're was space. They both let me and just giggled a little at how I had divided them a little.

"I don't want any kissing happening either over my head or behind me. Eyes forward please." I told them and they both laughed. They knew I was just joking around and I knew that they were respectful enough to not do that anyway. I really did love my little tour family. 

"Tay?" I asked hesitantly. She hummed in response and I paused for a while, unsure if I wanted to confess how I felt. She nudged me a little before realizing I had zoned out and gently rubbing my arm a little bit. I looked up at her with tears glistening in my eyes.

"If I quit, would I still get to live with you?" I ask hesitantly.

She looked down at me and bursted my flyaways back out of my face and tilted my head a little to look at her. By this point both her and Travis had an arm around me and my head was resting on their arms, laid in the middle of the two who were pretty much sat up. "Would you not want to go home and be with your parents?"

She must have felt me physically tense at the thought of going home. She didn't need to know about my parents and how mentally manipulative they were. Being away from them had made me realize and made me feel calm and at ease for once I just couldn't go back again.

I felt Taylor pull me close to her and rub my back a little in order to help me relax. It worked and I just shook my head. I felt her looking over to Travis before taking her phone out of her pocket and sending out some messages. I knew it was to my parents but I had faith in Taylor.

After an hour of almost full silence Taylor spoke up. "Your parents said that if you want to live here forever that's fine by then but they won't fund it. Is something happening at home?" She asked me. I nodded slightly so she must have taken the hint that I didn't want to talk about it.

She glanced over at Travis and the both gave each other a little nod before turning back to me. "You can stay with us. We will fund everything, don't worry about it." She told me. I just nodded slightly again feeling exhausted.

I felt her get up before leading me over to my bed and handing me the teddy bear that I had been hiding from her the whole time. How did she know I had it and how did she find it? She must find me stupid for still having it.  "Why do you want to quit sweetie?" She asked as she pulled the covers over me. Ugh that patronizing tone again.

I just looked at her, clearly upset and too deep in my thoughts from the day to be able to answer properly. She must have sensed that it was probably an in the moment feeling or just a bad day for me and she nodded a little. "We will speak tomorrow."

A/n

Sorry this part is kinda short. I didn't want to leave it off at any other point. And I'm so sorry it took to long to update I had to rhinestone 2 blazers for Taylor swift then ended up going 2 nights in a row so I have had no time to write haha. I will try my best to update again soon but it's rather day tomorrow and my birthday on Monday so I will be quite busy this week 😂

June is always busy for me but hopefully I will keep on top of updates.

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